Thursday, April 16, 2009

i fell so pathetic.
he's not responding to my texts and calls...

pain pain pain...

Sunday, April 12, 2009

omg! guess what i've found.. yes, i'm very playful. >_<
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akCgjDZvcsw&feature=related

i've been miserable these days. S hasn't called or texted me since he left for Perth.. i guess he didn't want to get too attached, or maybe he's learning how to live without me in the picture, to prepare him for Washington.

i tired to focus all my might and strength onto work, training, and God... i must say that my faith has been renewed.

we watched a short video on Jesus crucifixation.. it's painful to see, someone who has so much grace to be willing to sacrifice himself for people, millions of people, trillions, who don't know him, but because of their salvation, he is willing to die for us, so that we can reconcile with our Father above... i am truly blessed...

if my application goes well, i'll probably be joining T in africa during my study break.. to volunteer at their local hospital.. honestly though, i hope i don't get it so i'll just have to finish up my bond and i could just leave this country..

i just have to see what He has plan for me.

meanwhile, train hard. macau's in may!
my shoulder's breaking. =)



i miss him so so much.