Friday, February 01, 2008

from now on...





met mr ray just now... we had coffee at coffe club opposite cineleisure..
then we walked to esplanade. these are some stuff i took while we were walking there...

at smu..

why doesnt anybody like to take pitures?

CAUTION!

He's happy he got on one!

i'm just very happy for him.

BEST FRIENDS! <3

honestly, he's still a little boy inside. =)

i can see the singapore flyer form here!

i was tired... and bored.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

i used to write often because i know he reads my entries even though he thinks that i don't know.


like him, i'm a internet ninja too.

that's why i havent been writing...






anyway, here's what i've been doing...
-doing assignments
-boogie-ing with jans for the past 3 wednessdays.
- went to the beach with Round, and to the underwater world for the first time.
- reading marley and me, now i'm reading when the wind blows by james patterson.
- junking = putting on weight.
- did something to myself..
-working at ABC. the little kids are bundles of joy and they are therapeutic.
- try to stay close to God.
- crying when i think about him.


i visited his niche for the very first time last saturday.
was hesitant but i miss him too much..
i just couldnt stop crying when i saw his niche. and i cry even harder when i saw jeremy's.
because it still felt as if they were still here.
how can my baby be in that tiny small hole?






i remember his big strong arms, how the veins were strained, but in a very nice way. how warm his body felt. and how big his hands is compared to mine..



jeremy's smile and laughter kept ringing inside my head.


and chipmunk's irritating voice, though i don't really like him. but all that was in the past. i was cool with him for a while.







i miss them so much.. my heart aches.


at sentosa.

that's all for today.

i'm sleepy.