Thursday, November 29, 2007

sorry assy baby of mine, for i have been very selfish..
i have yet to share much of that side of you no one has ever seen but me..
i want to be special and keep it to myself..
for that was what we had and all that i can keep..

many had no idea of the relationship we had..
it wasnt simple, it was complicated..
but through those complications we love and we admire each other in our own special ways..

i thought about our first date..
i thought about the first day you held my hand..
i thought about the first kiss..
i thought about all that we have done..

i was sad all the time because you were busy.. busy inspiring others.. busy helping others.. busy making an impact on other's lives..
i should have been more understanding..
i'm sorry.


sleep well, and sweet dreams now..
for when you wake up, the first person you'll see is Jesus, and i hope i'll be the one you'll look for, after your family.
you'll always have a special place carved deeply in my heart.
i love you..

Monday, November 26, 2007

many hearts have bled, many tears have shed..
even the heavens are pouring out today..

but it's the time to be strong now..
for her, them and him..


dear friends of Reuben, if you want to say goodbye to him... his wake will mostly likely be held at bishan, street 12, blk 137 from tues - weds. and he'll be at his resting place on thursday...

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.


- Remember by Christina Rossetti -

hair said when they still can't find them in 3 days.. it's fated.
NO. i won't until they are found.. they must have been drifted ashore that's why they can't find them.
don't just keep diving at the same area.
search the riverbanks too.


i really don't know how to face work tmr..

Lord, show us a miracle. i know everything is possible within You..
i believe.