Saturday, November 24, 2007

they found stephen's body..
he's gone.


i don't know which sources are reliable now.






trust in the Lord with all of your heart...
and lean not to your on understanding...
in all your ways, acknowledge him...
and he shall direct your paths...

don't worry for me. just help me pray for them..
thank you all though.
i've just got to trust Him now.
and i will.
please Lord. be with them, keep them safe.









i still love you

Thursday, November 22, 2007

you know how sometimes in life you just suddenly stop and take a look around at your surroundings.. and everything seems to maginfy even the smallest detail you overlooked before...

i havent really been a good sister to him.. i've neglected him.. and i cant always use the reason that i'm busy as an excuse.
honestly, i feel sad for him. that he has to go through all this...


there's so much i want to do at home. but i'm just tired and unmotivated because i'll be the one doing it, then a few days later everything tunrs back normal or even worst.

we had good times that's for sure.
but when everything starts to maginfy, you'll get sick and disgusted.

i hear you talking. i'm just not listening.
i know i'm not perfect. but i wish that the rest could at least try.

like i know how janice is not going to have her dinner, because she's not hungry, or lazy or for whatever reason.. and she'll leave the veggie behind till tmr morning, then i'll be the one to throw it away, and such.. or if i'm piss, i'll just leave it too, then mummy will the one clearing it...

i realise why i don't really drink coffee now...
and how i dislike ants more and mroe...



we need to put others infront of ourselves sometimes.






okay.
i'm blabbering.
i probably need sleep.

Monday, November 19, 2007

exams resluts are gonna be out at 12.
and i'm so sleepy now.
oh the best thing?
i forgot my password.
lovely.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

- driving was uber horrible today.
- the hills marathon. it's so drama papa and sweet.
- accompanied sher, got materials at art friend's.
- eyes welled up when his song was playing on my ipod when the bus stopped at that bus-stop when he first kissed my lips.
- last week at chang tmr! no more waking up at least for a week!
- sleep.
- she needs more time.
- spice girls.
- manual camera.
- fats and flabs.
- assignment.
- blabber.