Thursday, October 18, 2007

but of course.
evanescence too...










goodnight, sleep tight..
no more tears..

periods coming.
someone's emo and very much irritable..



i dreamed i was missing, you were so scared
but no one would listen, cause no one else cared.
after my dreaming, i woke with this fear.
what am i leaving when i'm done here?

so if you're asking me, i want you to know....

when my time comes, forget the wrong that i've done
help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.
don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty,
keep me in your memory..
leave out all the rest.
leave out all the rest.

don't be afraid, i've taken my beating..
i've shared what i made.
i'm strong on the surface, not all the way through..
i've never been perfect......... but neither have YOU..


- linkin park - leave out all the rest -






i miss you, abdul rahman bin suppah.
i miss the long phone calls we had during poly.
and how you treated me equally even i'm a girl.
how you play rough, punch me and squeeze my neck.
and how sarcastic you are towards me.
and how you make me see reality as they are.
and how you give me hopes and dreams...
and how we sang good charlotte songs to each other.
and how we rocked out yellowcard and evanescence's songs..
and how we tried to compose our own.
and most of all.. how you love me, even though i'm not perfect.


i hate you BIACH!
i know you're reading this!
DON'T THINK I DON'T KNOW!
YOU BETTER CONTACT ME WHEN I'M HAVING MY POSTING AT YOUR HOSPITAL.
I'LL BE THE WORSER NIGHTMARE THAN I ALREADY AM WHEN I'M THERE.
XD


btw, it makes the both of us.
my knees are screwed too!










/A7X and LP soothed my soul.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

for some reason, i slept at 4 plus in the morning.
was very reluctant to wake up at 0800. dragged till 0830.


anyway, the band's playing now...
i can hear them from the library..
XD

lalala...
i missed those days.




i'm hungry.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

bio's done!
3 more papers to go.


...
i'm disgusted about some students conduct in school.
it just turns me off so badly.
it's sad they like to say the 'f' word all the time.
it's sad that they look like drag queens and they're nursing students.
it's sad that all they want to do in the library is to enjoy the aircon and talk so 'inconspicuously'
loudly.
...........


when i play, i play wild and hard.
when i'm in school, i study wild and hard.
-_-



pay no mind to me.
i almost lost my cool on the 2 indian guys whom skipped lecture, sat beside us and spoke in their tongue while we were studying..
wth.
it's sad how some know what they do is wrong. but they still do it nonetheless.

i was really pissed today until the paper was over.
dr y made me smile.
he reminds me of the boy in doraemon.
XD


and yes, signs to look out for when someone has the 'sbsp disease.'

it's everywhere!

janz bought kripsy kreme dougnuts back.
it's SUPER SWEET!!! like i'm sweet enough already..
haha!
dougnut factory's dougnuts are still the best. and cheaper.
=)

i need sleep!
zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz......




i'm going for trg tmr..
i'm going for trg tmr..
lalala.
i'm going to die in trg tmr..
i'm going to DIE.