Saturday, October 13, 2007

oh no!
silly arashi songs are perking me up..
-_-
it's jans fault~!!!




i enjoy sabbaths, because i get to escape the real world.
back to patho.














tame nai de tame nai de....
/boings.

Friday, October 12, 2007

i wish there wasnt exams so there we wouldnt be so stressed out studying for it...
dr y said himself that actually, you don't really apply it at work in real life either..
then why exams?
why not just learn only?
anyway, being good in studies doesnt mean being good at what you do.


sigh..





sigh..



on a lighter note, i know this american girl who's called Sydney and this austrailian girl who's called Brooklyn.
get it?









i need you Lord.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

i was estatic about my final posting last weds.
after the nurse manager allocated us, i happily into the theatre to look for my preceptor for the morning.
at first glance, i thought it was some scar... until i went straight up to her.
she lost her whole left eye, together with the orbicularis oculi, part of the temporalis and lower frontalis muscles.
i must admit it was difficult to communicate at first, because i couldnt help but look at the scarred area. but the fact that i adapted to it so quickly, amazed me.
she does not want me to pity her, she just wants to be treated normally.
and nope, she wasnt fixed a prosthesis.
anyway, it was a great pleasure working with her.
i learnt A LOT.
the most in fact amongst the whole posting.

and one thing i learnt, caucasians remembers your name very quickly even thought they only had a look.

i finished my assignment!
i was infront of the com for about 13 hours?
felt dizzy after that..

NOW, it's bio's turn. -_-

campus is noisy now.
some had returned to roam the surface of it.
a lot of them were mac's deprived.


kay..
jaz is falling asleep infront of the computer again..

the run just now was really, really, good though.
i wonder were those tears or perspiration from running.










seventeen ain't so sweet.

Sunday, October 07, 2007

it's been a long time since the last time i shouted and scolded someone like that.
and it's heart aching.
it's sad that he doesnt see it.
maybe he's too young to understand.
maybe i should have controlled myself more.
nonetheless, it's done.
thankfully, i didnt lay my hands on him.
otherwise the consequence would be deadly.