Saturday, July 21, 2007

he said that almost everyone is improving except some stubborn ones..
and i know he referred to me.
sometimes i'm on the verge to end it all..
the extra stress, the extra torture i'm giving myself..

but it's when you're young, that you can give do all the things you want, challenging yourself in the ways you never thought you could...

so at the end of the day and look back at your life, you've lived it to the fullest, the way you wanted it to be. doing the things you're passionate about, even though it means sacrificing some other things.


and he told me my name is on the list...
it was to encourage and sort of a what's that word...
i forgot, but it was also to make sure that i'll be down for trg.

sometimes, though my physical being is there, my soul isnt.

sigh.
sigh..
everytime he corrects my stroke or when he teaches me, he sighs..
and i'll feel so bad...

sigh...
my best, just isnt enough..

Friday, July 20, 2007

i'm so tired of sleeping at 2 am in the morning and waking up early for 8 am lectures..
AH!!!!!!!
going mad.
and NN said so fast? usually the students feel very stressed out in week 5.
and she enjoys it (seeing the students stress). -_-

i suppose it'll be nice if the others help to source more literatures than to base on my own findings.
SUCKS.


anyway, went for long d running with MS and QH just now.
it was very nice!
it was gym workout today.. >_<
havent perspired like that in such a long time..
very SHIOK!

i'm falling asleep...
goos night.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

was really happy yday..
i don't know why..
especially during trg.
HAHA.








are you happy? i miss you.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

this is so sweet.. it melts my heart.
and i wanna have a baby girl like that too! =)









and i pray..

Sunday, July 15, 2007

i died, buried and was resurrected!

i honestly truly am blessed with many who cares and loves me.
=)
i hope that he's one of the many too...

i'm sleepy.






good night.








and it's not okay because it was the only physical thing i had left of you that could be kept close to my heart..