Saturday, June 16, 2007

i'm so dead!..
goodbye for now..
till i'm back!
yes, i'm excited yet nervous at the same time..
sigh..


loves all.

Monday, June 11, 2007

enjoyed my day at work, even though i realised that i had to stay on for an additional 1 1/2 hours to make up the hours as i'm giving away my night duty on sat...

met glenn today for dinner..
FINALLY i ate at WARAKU!
the east coast outlet is lovely..
it reminded of my dream....

anyway, we were on the topic on friends over dinner..
felt so sad suddenly about how many of them i have neglected.. and rather, how many have thought about me too...
this kind of feeling sucks...
i should stop already..


and i lost one of the most precious thing ever given to me as a present...
feel so numb..
but maybe, it's a sign.




sleep.
training tmr till sat then we'll be flying off on sunday.
wish us luck!
and pray that i won't die in my sleep.. for whatever reasons..
and pray that my wounds will heal!

i'm blabbering.





sleep.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

i've only slept for 3 hours within 32 hours!
felt crappy during rowing just now...
it's just so demoralising when your coach shouts 'you'll are like shit!' across bedok reservior when his other team is around..
IT SUCKS BIG TIME...
and it seems like we can never suffice his expectations..
sigh..

we needed to run after rowing.. but i couldnt because of the pathetic state i'm in.. therefore he asked me to briskwalk, saying cause that i'l gain 3 kg if i don't run at all..
i honestly do hate him at times..
pushed myself anyway and sort of ran.. then guess what?
my foot swelled up during lunch cum dinner AFTER THAT!
i feel so pathetic.
we're suppose to be at our peak now, and my running was improving and this SUCKS...
and the knee hurts so bad whenever i bent my leg as the dried up wound is being stretched...

PATHETIC...


i think someone died again from their sleep..
i was like saying, don't be surprise if one day, i'll just die too, suddenly..
hmm....

i need sleep.






neglest mind.