Friday, April 13, 2007

trg was a killer yday.
10 min of ergo warm-up.
then did weights conditioning of biceps curls, clean n jerk and lateral pull of 2"x 3 sets.
-_-
lateral pulls are the worst for me..
dammit, sustained some nerve straining while doing them.. and the bench was too short for me!
loved the biceps curls!
haha..
did 110 for the first set, 100 for the second then 92 for the last..
it was like WHOA!
felt like popeye.
my quads are aching like hell now.. every step i take, i feel the pain man!
haha.
psychedelic..

boogie, boogie, boogie!

oh yes, i'm looking more and more like a man's body.
/pouts
/super pouts.


driving lesson was so much better today!
muahaha..
it's must be due the observations i've made during the times i take cabbies, and from the way sher drives.
XD


watched memoirs of a geisha..
i like the kimono, the dance, the music and all..
though it must be tough during those times too..
i must visit japan someday.
hopefully by then, jans would have mastered her language and she'll be useful to bring along..
HAHA..


dinner with mom and brewerks with the team later.
gonna read the sinner now..
hopefully, i don't fall asleep..

Thursday, April 12, 2007

most of the time, i end up siding her because i know how it feels like...
still, i dont know...
i suppose it's simply because i love her, that's why i spoil her a bit more than i should.
but there's a limit to all these..
she sees it, i know.

but how much can she see?..

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

when you go
would you have the guts to say
'i don't love you, like i loved you, yesterday?'

my chemical romance-i don't love you.

i hate it when they open up their feelings to me...
cause usually, i'll consider their feelings first before answering them, and that often leads to nowhere....
but i realise, you just got to be upfront and straight to them.
and then after, i grown cold to them..
i'm just too tired to deal with these kinda emotions when mine is unsettled yet...

why do they even like me at the first place....
because i'm nice?
but there are so many others who are nice too.
give me a break.
dont just like what you see on the outside, cause you dont know how dark is the inside..


anyway, rented some dvds today.
>_<
wanted to rent underworld: evolution but it hasnt been returned yet.
-_-
so gotten scoop and memiors instead.
scoop's a hilarious mystery..
don't get it?
go rent it and watch.

have a break,
have a kit-kat.






my chemical romance.... with chocolate. =X

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

overtimed.
reach home at 2250hrs.
not that i'm complaining..
i suppose that i was too lost in the book durning the journey home....
that i lost track of time.


oh yes, remember i did my laundry in the morning?
i forgot to text jans to bring it in before she goes out.
in the end, they were all drenched by the rain.
/pouts.


i'm too tired to do them now anyway.
haha...









i cant stand my super straight hair.

i set my alarm at 6am hoping that i would get my ass up for a run..
it failed horribly.
>_<

mami just texted me 'let's have dinner when you are free this week.'
i'm a horrible person arent i?
i dont even have proper meals with the family.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

this song makes me high!
muahah.

work on friday morning was kinda bad considering we didnt had time to go for lunch.
some of the forms werent filled up completely, and 4 charging forms were lost.
BAD.
but you see, the thing is, if you counter check your junior's work, it would meant that you distrust them.. and that would be the last thing i would want them to feel..
BUT, in not doing so, that is what we get..
and everyone ALWAYS BLAMES us scrub nurses.
assholes.
luckily, we managed to salvage the situation in the end..


headed home to nap before dinner at church.
i could just survive on soups...
muahaha.
took a long walk home from NS.
there was this sudden urge to catch freedom writers after i got home.
so i made jans accompany me.
>_<

it's on of those movies that you see the real world.
the world that not many of us gets to see over here.
we're overly pampered and dependent.
but plans to go has been on hold for now..
yeah, i do feel insecure and afraid to just go overboard to experience a new kind of life.
but sometimes you just have to pluck up the guts to do it.

so, i'll start with cardiac surgery first...
i loved the topics on the heart during school anyway..
it's kinda stressful because a lot of people are having high expectations from me.
argh...

anyway, boogied with quack.
it was her younger brother's 18th birthday..
haha..
it's kinda nice to see all her siblings together having fun.
and how they make a fool out of each other..
like what mine will do to each other too..
>_<

saw him there..
i felt the old pull drawing me toward him..
he still feels so warm like last time..

niggers were out to play that night..
i love to irritate botak.
and i think uncles should keep their hands to themselves..



was quite worried about sat..
cause ST wanted me to do the beep test.
conclusion, it was quite fun, SUPER TIRING though..
and it's difficult to gauge your pace.
gotten a Good.
but ST wants us to be in the Superior category.
-_-


rushed home to have dinner and hopefully some rest because i was gonna work at night.
ate the dinner, but didnt get the rest..

in short, it was damm busy..
i crashed onto the sofa till 7 am?
that's when the girls from the morning shift came..
it was so EMBARRASSING!!
they knew that i was tired anyway, and needed to train in the morning.
was contemplating whether i should attend training..
and guess what?
i did.
=X
after i gotten the power nap = 1 hour of solid deep sleep.
mummy's kinda pissed about it..
sigh.

anyway, here i am infront of the computer..
instead of getting sleep.
HAHA...


now, i need to finish up my self appraisal which is due tmr and i've not started yet.
>_<





oh yes, i'm hooked onto 'the sinner' by tess gerristen now.
homicide.
love it.
i could be an autopsist assistant if i ever want to try something new...
dealing with the dead is better than the living..




i've got a feeling that i'll be in dr nasty's theatre tmr..
sigh..





music.