Saturday, March 17, 2007

was too worn out yesterday for trg.
coach corrected my stroke but i cant seem to get it right..
sigh.

super tiring day today.
but whatever.
ms seak perked me up!
heh heh.
dinner and movie.
stomp the yard is another AWESOME DANCE MOVIE!!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!
i was so high that i suggested to head for mos.
muahaha.
BUT it wasnt worth it.
perhaps next time. =)

oh yes, african-amercan brown guys are so SWEET AND HOT!!
sigh..


bk breakfast with kyle, firedrill, mr500, ultimate frisbee tmr......
sleep.













'intelligence plus character - that is the goal of true education'
Sir Martin Luther King Jr

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

while i was crossing the overhead bridge towards home the other day, i looked up to the sky...
it was beautiful.
the night was cloudless, the stars were sparkling like little diamonds...
and i thought about you.
i remembered once we were walking back to your place and we looked up at the night sky.
you said that the night view in tekong is beautiful cause it's cloudless and the stars were too many for you to count.
i smiled at that thought.
i stopped for a moment at the bridge, just enjoying the quiet beauty of the night..
that was when i realise how much i missed you.
......................











love is over now.......

so monday night was busy.
but for the first time, i wasnt that tired.
i even wanted to stay up throughout the shift.. but decided not too.
there was a really sad case that night, when a lady had a miscarriage.
the thing is, her baby was already 22 weeks old.
i saw the little hand dangling out from the bottom while transferring her to the operation table..
it was just too much for me to take, so i left.
there was another case coming in anyway..

i'm so weak.
'deal with it' i thought i hear him say..
but if he was really there, all i want to do is hold on to him and not let go.









trg was killer yday. because i did weights and rowing on monday morning.
didnt notice that it was raining cats and dogs till i was reaching kallang.
sustained bad abrasions at the sacral area due to doing the throwing medicine ball while doing sit-ups.

BUT it was damm fun afterwards when we played ultimate frisbee..
oh gosh, i'm in love with it.
=)
our game is this sat.
yep, we're skipping MR500.

i felt that the guys team were so lucky to be able to go over to neighbouring country for a race over the weekend..
it sucks.
sigh.. oh well.

and now, we are to do 2 extra weights trg on our own on top of our 4 trg sessions per week!
-_-
so BY, qi and i met at 9am in the morning at tpy fitt club for weights.
I HATE doing weights at these places..
why?
cause you'll get to meet assholic BOYS who looks down on you because you're a girl.
anyway, i'm sore and achey all over now.
i feel like popeye...

and coach was complaining how come we couldnt get leaner...
how could we with the kind of trg programme he sets for us?!!!?!

oh well.









............

Monday, March 12, 2007

you'll think sanely after a good night sleep.
you'll forget what you want to forget.
and i forgot what happened last night.

been extremely busy with just work and trg.
it'll only be this year, just need to tahan..



tan yong lynn, laurel.

isnt she beautiful?

i want 4 of my own! if not, at least 2.. >_<

music



okay, i need to leave now.
trg.





i'm listening to them again...

a short one before back to ..........

FUCKING PISSED NOW.
i dont know how to continue this fucking entry because it was suppose to be a happy and nice one.

well FUCK IT.

i'm just too fucking piss now.
STOP FUCKING ACCUSE ME!!!!!!!!









FUCK.


new entry tmr when i'm more settle down, and not this fucking piss.






AND IT'S ALL YOUR DAMM FAULT.