Saturday, December 16, 2006
slept at 0200 this morning. woke up at 0845.
went to church.
we were talking about things that we are grateful for in life.
i'm honestly grateful for everything in my life.
cause without one and other, i wouldnt have the life i'm having now.
and it's not right to complain and grumble when things doesn't go your way.
things happen for a reason.
and only He knows the answer.
headed for trg after that.
the main gate of new sdba was locked when i arrived.
turns out almost EVERYONE went to penang. -_-
sat at the bench, and i fell asleep.
thank goodness BY came to the rescue, otherwise we'll run for an hour then climb in to do weights AGAIN..
kept going off course cause the sea and the wind current damm strong.
was trying very hard to maintain the posture and the stroke BY taught me.
seniors mentioned that i've improved. >_<
i still need to twist more though and remember not to lean back.
maybe i should try the high seat.
went to spinelli at velocity after dinner, lao shi's treat cause she just got her bonus.
/envy
bumped into yan ngee, working at running lab.
she's still as fit as ever.
she and thomas amaze me. they're so cute and sweet together.
bumped into tania later. we used to be best friends from kindergarten till primary 3, until she transfered to pei chun.
she's a really intelligent and beautiful person.
she mentioned some stuff about.....
oh well.
met jans, walked around velocity.
dammit!
everywhere is having sale.
sort of made a list of what i want to buy.
XD
been thinking about the adv dip while walking home from NS.
many have encouraged me to take up the offer, and they kept saying that 2 years will pass by very fast.
but it's also 2 years of my time and youth.
sigh..
anyway, think i'm gonna boycott trg tmr and sleep close to morning today cause i want to finish the stupid invitation cards, the jan birthday poster, the rest of the dec and early jan birthday cards and the photos for 3 notice boards; before i go on leave.
i'm going crazy.
and i hate being nice.
argh!
hello, why can't you help me?you're something that i need....
jazmine @ 21:50
the yakiniku kamameshi i ate the other day.
it's interesting.. because before you open up the cover, you've got to wait for the sand of the top of the hour glass to be emptied to the bottom.
time's gonna be up soon!

WOW! /yums. believe it or not, i ordered it cause of the broad beans.

i took this on the bus ride to amk.

it was a advert for a jam studio. ....

ms G was sweet to company me to amk to do something. it felt weird to be at amk. havent been there in a while...
we ate at S11, brought back old memories of nyp team.. and more.
sometimes when D says that i'm so predictable, but i don't believe so, cause i did something unpredicatable, spontaneously today. maybe it's because ms G... i always do funny things when i'm with him. XD
dinner at marina square with aunty V and aunty Su. they're mami's close friends who watched me grow.
anyway, kyle will love the decors there cause they're PURPLE!!
it looks like black here though..

my dinner, chicken katsu toji set. pretty. yummy. salty though.
jerad with his chicken char siew bento, mami had salmon shabu shabu. (i think that's what it's called)
my dessert, macha kakigori. sweet.

even the hard ware of the coffee is so pretty.

anyway, think i'm pms-ing. need to pinch someone.
in the morning you know we won't remember a thing...
jazmine @ 00:27
Friday, December 15, 2006
you know how sweet was coach?
he came down and watch us train for a while before heading down to board 'the coach' to penang with his team.
=)
he's like a grandpa to me.. although he's only 50 plus.
i always end up debating about issues with cloudy.
peg is crazy over half-marathons and competitions now.
i think the uncle at boon keng likes me.
cause the ingredients and fish slices of my slice fish Ee mee soup is increasing.
muahaha..
one thing about me, i don't give up hope on the ones around me.
especially those i care about.
so don't give up on me.
i think i want to have tom yam tmr!
XD
so you sailed away, into the gray sky morning....
jazmine @ 01:36
Thursday, December 14, 2006
finally started to clean and clear up my table a bit.
mention something to jans and she hit me.
natural reaction would be slapping her.
luckily, i was able to control, otherwise things would get unpleasant.
she didnt experience physical pain, but emotionally she did, and that's the worst pain of all to be experiencing.
felt bad.
but honestly, i did not do it on purpose.
it was initially meant to be a joke cum reminder.
sigh..
rain.
weights again..
jazmine @ 16:30
lovely sunny morning.
went canoeing with BY.
she corrected my stroke, taught me about how i should keep my arms high at eye level, that i should twist more and such.
tiring, but it was a good stroking session.
she's fated to be a teacher. =)
we bathed the smelly dog after that.
dinner with ms mo and ms seak.
brought them to the sun with moon restaurant.
ms seak asked, there's sun and moon, then where's the stars?
ms mo replied, we're the stars lah!
XD
ms seak is someone whom i really like to talk to..
she's encouraging me to apply for advance dip next year if i really love peri-operative nursing.
it's a 10 month course, with 2 years of bond.
if i really do take this path, i'll be 26 when i'm done with my bond!!
very tempted to because she said only singapore has specialization courses.
and if i work overseas, they'll be impress and pay me more cause of that.
muahaha.
found out some uni in oz offers the course.
so maybe i dont have to stay here afterall.
anyway, still in a state of confusion.
i think i'll get sore throat tmr.
i dont know what i was typing last night.
sleep debt.
times like this, i find solace in his music.
jazmine @ 00:02
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
i dislike being mean to people.
but if that is what it takes for dimple guy to stop asking me out, i shall do that.
it sucks though.
cause most of the time i'll end up being soft hearted again.
it's not nice at all to hurt someone when it comes to the matters of the heart.
but doing it now will lessen the pain, before he falls in too deep.
i wanted to look at the time trial results again, but i stumble upon this..
i cant believe they're doing this:
The Singapore Dragon Boat Association are looking to appoint an experience overseas Dragon Boat Coach for their National Men's and Women's Squads to help them prepare for the South East Asian Games to be held in Bangkok in December 2007..................
fcuk you.
didn't it came across to them that it might be the rowers who aren't good enough?
then change the whole fucking team.
but then again you cant?
cause why?
all you know is to post on the stupid website and not notifying anyone.
SCREW YOU STUPID PIGS!
and to think coach just brief us on our competition schedule and plans next year.
it's sad that i cant do anything about it but by just attending trg, and fucking train harder than i already have.
but yet another side of me is thinking, sometimes, shit happens.
and based on the management view, they need someone who can produce results.
fuck.
i cant believe i'm saying this.
........ what kind of person am i turning into....
a smiley lovely sunny day... gone.
jazmine @ 00:10
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
never was one for a prissy girlcoquette call in for an ambulancereach high, doesn't mean she's holyjust means she's got a cellular handyalmost brave, almost pregnantalmost in lovevanilla vanilla
jazmine @ 17:13
took this while while we rested at around 0530.
they were of about 10-15 mins interval.

our tired feet.
anyway, for the record, i was awake for 27 hours! XD but couldnt take it anymore when we were waiting for fan's hubby. i fell asleep on the bench and it took quack twice to wake me up.
slept from 9 till 4pm then it was time to head to the hotel. but just when i was all ready to go, my calf hurt so badly that i couldnt get in my heels.
had to ask mummy to massage for me. and she's so good! and luckily i wore the knee guard to sleep as the knee was sore from dancing. =X
that wouldnt stop me anyhow.
hmm...
meeting cum dinner with them last night. will be under a new mangement next year.
jazmine @ 15:25
Monday, December 11, 2006
woke up at 5.40 am to be at yvette's place for the wedding.
ah bing wore a tux. wow.
and he had 16 brothers. wow, wow.
after the church ceremony, tea ceremony and all, went home, shower and stuff and it was time to head down for jo's commissioning.
i think guys in green have this kind of cute-ness in them.
i'm just so proud of her. =)
and yes, i love parades. but not the waiting.
ran to the front and shouted jo's full name, when she was marching past.
then a guy behind me replied, jasmine, you're blocking my view, turned around and it was ah hui!!
=)

was kinda sad to hear about some stuff.
anyway, rushed down in a cab to harbourfront for zoukout.
some people find it funny when i tell them i club with my brother.
but anyway most would mistaken him for my bf because we dont look alike. -_-
anyway, it's fun to dance retro with him. >_<
was high on chocolate rather than alcohol, and it feels great!
a sort of healthier way of clubbing.
hope they ban smoking soon too.
the girls with black wings on stilts were hot.
hairy monster said too bad they're all minah.
was estatic when i saw quack!!
my lovely lovely quack.
=)
we love to boogie together.
after mambo was dj jazzy jeff.
hahaha.
sounds like me.
XD
he's good, but i dont like the kinda hip-hop and rnb he does, not like Andrew Chow..
so we headed for 2manydj.
i'm not really fan of trance but they were awesome, there was one scene where they had the lights on the crowd, and the crowd had their hands up in the air; it looks as if the crowd was worshipping them.
cool.
stupid drunk angmoh fellow tried to take advantage of me.
was being nice by moving away, but that didnt stop him, he came to my side instead.
in the end needed quack's help.
and i poked him with my nail when he walked away.
i would have kick him in the balls if i was being mean.
Andrew Chow.
loves.
a nigga came up to us and dance with us.
he then asked if i was mixed.
so i ask him what kinda mixed.
he said, asian, SPANISH....
=)
he made my day.
then later thai.
muahaha.
finally, i said no, and that i'm pure chinese.
he couldnt believe because why?
chinese cant move like that.
oh well, sorry mister. now you know at least one does.
it's nice to be sober.
sleepy... tmr...
jazmine @ 01:06