Saturday, November 11, 2006

my heart sank and ache when i saw her.
like her, i wonder how does it feel like.
to be bed-ridden, to have multiple fractures and such.
because we honestly do not know how it feels when we've been through it.
thankfully, i dont complain on small injuries. they're nothing compared.
we're lucky. and she's lucky.
it aint gonna be easy. but i'm sure she'll pull through.

dear Lord, please be with her, comfort her, give her strength and heal her.


breakfast and latte with kyle today.

ahh..
we can do better tmr.

i think this picture is beautiful. thanks to joe-sie.





damm flu and sorethroat.
sleep.





unleash the dragon.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

omg.
my back was pain free when i stretched it today.
dr rainbow is good. VERY GOOD.
=)

a very long engagement is such a nice movie.
it's sad, painful and so sweet altogether.

i suppose we wouldnt know what a war is like until we experience it for ourselves.
some soldiers who cant take the pressure and situation, self-mutilate by shooting one of their hand and rather be sentenced to execution, than to continue being in the war.

sigh.
i doubt our local men or rather boys can make it.
some cant even make it through ns.
sad to say that most are now wuss, himbos, and fags.

there are still some real men out there.
they're just decreasing in numbers.


we're just so lucky.
which is why, i wanna leave this place.






abrasion. ass. sleep.

that few minutes of massage was excruciating.
at least the pain had subside, it'll be all over this weekend anyway.
oh nope. next weekend, cause of the stupid time trial again. -_-
but maybe this time it'll be more fun cause it's 300m x 2 set of individual row in a baby champion boat.

let's see what scf and nj has up their sleeves this weekend.




i'm on my own tonight.
what a bad combo.
too many of the same kind, and it irritates the hell out of me.

i remember telling him that i was afraid that i'll be like her.
and he reassured me that i wouldnt because he said you wouldnt turn into someone you detest.
i hope that's still true.

but sometimes you told so many lies that you honestly started to believe them, because it was easier to play the game than to try to sort them all out of your head.

'you can fool yourself, you know. you'll think it's impossible, but it turns out it's the easiest thing of all.'

it takes two to make a lie work. the person who tells it and the one who believes it.
the third person would then wonder how long it would take the others to figure out that this was all a ruse.



anyway, i long to go to bali this december since i'm not.........
have been doing research on hotels and lessons cause i just wanna go there and take surfing lessons!
omg omg omg! i'm so excited just thinking about it!
BUT. it's bali in december = tsunami?
well, if it's His will that it happens when i'm there, i cant run from it.
so maybe it'll be postpone till next year.
backup plan: bangkok and stop over at pattaya. XD


and they're coming to town.
it's like He's talking to me.






in sleep he sang to me....

Monday, November 06, 2006

ily's party at mos on sat.

pretty tequila shots with fruit punch. they werent much of a kick though.. HA!

champagne.

ahh...

this bottle of vodka smells like alcohol swabs. *yucks

this was taken in the bathroom. they should have one on safe sex too.