Saturday, October 21, 2006

strength booster.

argh.
sleep deficit.


i love the sound of the pipa.
sigh. ...


i'm craving for tomyam.
... . ... ... ..



dont worry jo. i'll take care of myself.
i'm a missey remember.
=)













hey baby, thinkin of ya

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

i feel so sick just by looking out my window.
that thick haze just makes me wanna choke and throw up just by looking at it.
-_-



anyway, i always wanted to get one of those.
especially after that incident.
i needed something physically painful to take away what's painful inside.
now that i see hairy monster has it.
i felt so turn off.
hmm..
was it the design? it's cool but....
i'm not too sure.
but i'm keeping myself pure for now at least.












sigh. i'm sick again.

Monday, October 16, 2006

the cases are piling in.
it wont be a good night.


some fall out of love, some fall into love.
i'm keeping my fingers cross for her.
she deserves it.
and i miss her company so much.








smile at work today, baby.

lucky peg and i left sentosa before we were 'smoked' rather than tanned.
now i know how come i was having this weird feeling...


tachycardia and breathlessness kicked in.
it was that kinda feeling i used to have whenever i saw him in school.
it's bitter yet sweet.
was so lost i didnt know which way to go.
hid behind the pillar and use the paper bag to cover my face.
...
DUMB.




couldnt nap.
.....



sigh.









He has been watching.

baby blue FBT shorts!
they're so cute.


saw the nyp mix team rowing today.
it reminded me of those days when i was surrounded by ah beng, thomas, jian long, leonard, yikes, jo, esther...
we had so much fun at the back.
always.
and the power was just amazing.
how i miss those days.



should have gave ST a hug yesterday.
the only thing i can help to make things better i suppose is to attend trg regularly and send msgs to those who dont to attend...
i'm thankful that i always have the best coach ever.
first was ben, now ST.

i'm lucky.
very lucky.




secret trg just now.
and pk a bit.
ha!
miss doing that with hid.
i love to do what's that call... gateway?
but didnt manage to do that cause there werent any fence.
so vaulted over the incline bars instead.
still a little afraid to try on the higher one.
chicken.
i'll overcome that weakness.

knee's been acting up.
havent been taking my drugs at all!




















hon to ni?
hon to.
sigh..
sweet dreams baby.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

i passed the test today. YAY.
i managed to score 18 put of 20..
>_<




i could feel my heart beating.
damn. it has gone into tachycardia.
felt so choked. couldnt breathe.
just hang in there, it'll soon be over.
it's just a matter of secs.
one step, two step, go on....
there. done. over...




in the end, i still puked after the warmup run.
-_-"
throat had this burning sensation after effect.
oh well.



maybe it's was good that it was only the four of us girls i mean.
nice little reunion.
how i wish quack came too.
missed her loads.
i love nann.
it's healthier compared to prata cause it contains much lesser oil, and it's hmm... baked.
i love north indian food.


jo: 'how come you so chio today?'
me: ' o_O? '


she made my day. cause i had been feeling ugly these few days.


anyway, this is nice, but still it's not complete. cause quack isnt in it.

me: ' why are guys such pigs?!'
jer: ' jaz.... i'm not a pig.. i'm a wild boar. i'm not like those farm pigs you know, io'm different'

okay, time for bed.

thank you, thank you, thank you!!