Saturday, July 29, 2006

iris' pre birthday celebration at swensen's.
chocolate coated banana.
>_<














i'm gonna miss her so much.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

sometimes i find comfort to what godmother says.
she's so wise.




it's gonna be one hell of a week, i'm crossing my fingers that everything will go smoothly. and i hope the year would end soon, so i wouldnt have so much to do.



i cant plan my holidays properly cause everything is not confirm, whether a not we'll go for the macau race depends on our time-trial on the 16th.
whether a not we'll go to bali depends on my leave approval.
whether a not i'll get my leave approval depends on the availabilty of staff. =X



bump into viv today. what a pleasant surprise.
missed that babe.
was telling him how i did weights with her and such, and what a nice girl she is.
he agreed, then somehow i tried to dig for some information i've been curious for.
oh well.





sigh, i'm gonna miss him so. fortunately, i'll be occupied over the weekend before he comes back, and cause i've got something part of him with me.. >_<

Monday, July 24, 2006

i find myself visiting your site a few times a day, hoping that you'll update cause it's the only way i can feel you.. and know how you are doing..

the thought of running together as a team scares me.
probably cause my fitness is not there.
anyway we did warm up run then we did 10 sets of 80m sprints.
it was fun and breathless.
woah.
then rowing. coach doesnt nag at me as much when i'm rowing right.
weird, when my stronger side is suppose to be left.
then we did standing strokes, i feel that training is mostly about mental strength, cause when you tell yourself you can do it, you'll continue to push, to endure.

anyway, coach made us do front race with the IDBF boat.
?!?
2 sets of 5, then a set of 10 then 15.
it was awesome.











was having a hard time not to let it bother me. i had to keep myself occupy, direct my attention to something else, so i will not have to worry about him.











do you know i am hurting too?

Sunday, July 23, 2006

sort of got my groove back from canoeing today.
after 2 warm-up sets, i was performing better.
could tell that mother hen was pissed with me earlier, but it got better.
sprinting is so fun.
i love it!







could sense that something wasnt right when he didnt reply or anything.
and it i dreaded that that feeling was right.