Wednesday, July 05, 2006

'let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another, for he who loves his fellowmen has fulfilled the law.' Romans 13:8



i'll try.

Monday, July 03, 2006

was feeling ecstatic the moment i woke up today.
had the sudden urge to meet hid, get climbing shoes and to boulder.
i did met hid, we did took at climing shoes, but didnt buy any and we didnt boulder.
=X
we shopped around instead.
it was fun..

was hesitating to go over for bible study.
it was fruitful in the end.

it was so difficult facing him. i just wanted to run away, but there's this part of me still hanging on to the faintest hope that's left, that he will say or do something.
and i'm glad he did.


we're all fragile creatures, and if you feel that it's worth to have such anger, then, forgive me for saying this but you have lost to the devil.
the devil messed up my mind the past two days too, but i was saved, thanks to the Lord.
praying does miracles.
no matter how independent you want to be, it would still be best if the Lord was there to guide you through.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

my eyes were sore when i woke up this morning, too much crying and not enough sleep.
mummy could read me well, very well.
she saw right through my aching heart.
somehow, i find it comforting about what she said.



tough fight it is today.
maybe what cloudy said about Murphy's Law is true.
the more you want it, the more you dont get it.

thank God i didnt let my feelings take control of my sanity.
it's like in the OT, you've got to keep your cool, be steady and just do what you are train for, cause most doctors would panick and get anxious.
though we didnt get anything this time around, our timing improved.
and it's like the first time 4 of us are rowing in this team.
it was sweet of coach to try to cheer us up.
i felt so happy for ntu. they deserve it.


being with friends and team-mates kept me sane too.
thanks sher and D for coming down these 2 days to support me.
natalie is so adorable.
i want one of my own too.
many cute babies made my day too.
but seeing them so loving, broke my strong front.






i suppose i need to fix myself too.

it'll be a tough fight today.
but as sin teck says, we've got to feel that all our training is worth it.
beat them today.