Saturday, July 01, 2006

God has taken za's loved one to be with him.

Friday, June 30, 2006

hid. says:trying to send my friend nice songs with nice lyrics

muruboy says:oh..

hid. says:cos she's feeling sad

muruboy says:okie

muruboy says:tat abstard broke ur heart

muruboy says:i'll kill him

muruboy says:and break his balls

hid. says:haha

hid. says:so sweet

hid. says:thank you

muruboy says:lolz

hid. says:but it's nobody

muruboy says:okiee..

hid. says:would u

hid. says:do it for my friend though?

hid. says:HAHA

muruboy says:lol

muruboy says:okie..

muruboy says:but ur fren mus pay me

muruboy says:for services rendered

she was very surprise when she got the call.
so fine, maybe it wasnt the first but the second.
they're so pathetic.



she stood there, the day of her birthday reenacted before her eyes. it was the first time she gotten a peck on the cheek from him. she was on cloud nine. she felt like she was the most loved girl on earth, and that it was really sweet of her boyfriend who 'stole' her tolietries and bought her new ones. after their goodbyes and good nights, she watch him leave.
then suddenly she realise she was alone, crying.



she should have known what she gotten herself into when she didnt push away that hand of his when he held her hand across the road. she knew that it wasnt going to be easy. but she didnt realise that it was going to be so difficult.

she's so sick of crying.
she's so frustrated because she miss him so freaking much and he doesnt do anything about it.
messenges are just notifications..

























i freaking need to get myself back.

i shouldnt be left alone.
i'll end up crying in the end.

for the first time, there's only 6 people online.
was having giddy spells all morning. was very irritable.
i apologize to those whom i threw my temper to.

the race is just this weekend. and i'll be in the heats against the girls.
having mixed feelings.










sigh.
i'm love sick again.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

i finally deleted the 2 year-old msg.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

one quiet boy, one affectionate girl.
one who thinks with his head, one who follows her heart.
one who seeks self-interest, one who tries to understand.
one is cold, the other is warmth.
one who has great strength, the other has a vulnerable heart.























choose your mood.

sigh.. round2's so sweet..
i miss our jam sessions, our hanging out sessions, i miss plucking his leg hair, i miss our late night conversations, i miss his stupidity and lame-ness..
he was the first guy who made me feel good about myself...









i'm still awake.