Monday, May 22, 2006

i was assigned to be at the reception today.
was freaking stressed out.
now the ringing sound of the phone drives me nuts.
sister said i was turning grouchy.
=X

oh well. i got a good grade for my appraisal.
sweet bonus coming in i hope.
retail thearpy helps alot.

i'm looking forward to the weekend, i'll be tanning with ni and peg on friday, then watch missyhid climb her virgin com.
i'm off on sat and sunday as well.
why cant trg be cancelled?
then maybe i can even leave this hell hole and be in paradise at either Bali or Redang with sher or hid.
we'll drool over hot bods, skim the waves and skinny dip.
HAHA.
but my ultimate vacation would be the Hawaii.
aloha baby..

i still fantasize about studying in Hawaii and surfing all day.
awesome.
i'll make it come true someday...
meanwhile i need sleep.












everyone can swear, its what kind of standard you have for yourself that stops you

Sunday, May 21, 2006

MAYBE I'M FUCKING PMS-ING.

so just leave me alone.
i feel so alone anyway.
and i'm so fucking stressed out.
i dont get enough sleep, i've got so much to do, i'm missing church and he's dumb.
i managed to get all these off my mind for a while with hid.
but it's starting again.
fuck.


























to you: why didnt you suggest to meet tmr instead of 'another day?' 'another day' never comes. and 'hey, rest well'? i need more than those. i need TLC. and maybe if you see this some time later or tmr, i might have a glimpse of hope that you'll ask me out. if not, it's hopeless.




whatever
i dont care if i'm being difficult.