Saturday, March 25, 2006

spent the whole day with hid..
we went to spotlight, artfriend, kinokuniya and borders today..
it's times like these we wish we were design students therefore the reason to be shopping around at these places.
how i long to go back to school.
i always get excited when i daydream that i'm going to aus after my bond to pursue my degree..
and how i'll work part-time at roxy and study at the same time.
or how i'll go crash the waves and laze at the beach.
HAHA.
i'm such a dreamer.
i wanted to get so much stuff at borders.
crap.
why did they make such lovely prints!!!
argh..



and we wanted to catch a movie cause it's been ages since i last watched one.
but we didnt had the time.
so we went to watch the bouldering competition instead.
hid was like saying i should take a shot at rock-climbing since i'l be at the advantage cause i'm tall..
and i comment that he should too! haha.
but yes, i do feel the adrenaline rush for the climbers even though i'm just watching at the side.








on a lower note, gram's been hospitalized again.
sigh..
and trg was a sad one for me yday.
at times like these, i just got to convince myself that God has a purpose behind every problem that occurs to me.
cause He's developing me and helping me grow...

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

she said "some days i feel like shit,
some days i wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
i don't understand why you have to always be gone,
i get along but the trips always feel so long,
and, i find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
but i feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
but when i pick up i don't have much to say,
so, i want you to know it's a little fucked up,
that i'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
tellin' you that i've had it with you and your career,
me and the rest of the family here singing "where'd you go?"

i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone.
where'd you go?
i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone,
please come back home...

i want you to know it's a little fucked up,
that i'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
for why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
it seems one thing has been true all along,
you don't really know what you got 'til it's gone i've had it with you and your career,
when you come back i won't be here and you can sing it...

i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone.
where'd you go?
i miss you so,
seems like it's been forever,
that you've been gone,
please come back home...


-fort minor-where'd you go?-

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

coach msged last night that i need to set my priorites right, and if i wanted to stay i need to train hard.
REALLY HARD.
cause why? they're coming....
for a split second, there was the thought of quitting.
how scary was that, when rowing use to be most that i am... .....


i felt so empty today, the business of work kept me sane, till i overtime. dance practice kept my mind off too.
rid's great.














i long for the days of being a little girl. when i didnt know that love hurts and skinned knees were the only thing that caused tears.