Saturday, February 18, 2006

Friday, February 17, 2006

i'm suppose to be in bed now and have a good rest.

but i dont seem to be tired.
though i only had 5 hours of sleep since i woke up yday.

i was a little scared when i saw st.
i was afraid that ade and i didnt improved as much as he thought we did.
thank god we did.
he seem quite please. =)
st asked me to use the brasca III paddle he rented instead of the butterfly.
i was excited at the same time reluctant, cause i'm use to the butterfly paddle and it seems a little too late to adapt to the new one.

the brasca III is very streamline and freaking light compare to the butterfly i used to use. i feel as if i'm flying when i use this. BUT, i dont think it's good for the waters in kallang, cause the water condition is damn choppy. and it's hard to sweep too, when we got out of course. haha.

we'll do our best on sunday. =)

met hid earlier, i so love the demin shorts, and the card she made. it's simply lovely. you know what hid, we can set up a little stall to sell your products! they're simple and lovely. haha.

now i really do need sleep. i finally changed the skin too. i chose this cause we were talking about the colours of a person the other day. and everyday we feel a different colour too.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

didnt managed to finish it..
cause i was watching 'a lot like love' at the sametime..
hahaha..
ashton kutcher so cute can!
/swoons.
was also late for the shopping date with diana.
she made me a little cranky again by asking me how was my valentine's day.
....

had subway for dinner.
loves it.

i've been thinking about how lazy i am nowadays cause i havent been running.
crap.
getting fatter each day just thinking about it.
it's time to plan a new secret training programme again.
it'll be fun.
prehaps after 19th when we are over with the canoing marathon.
i'm looking forward to see how i'll get sunburn, dehydrated and die?




work was busy today...
there's something i have always wanted to say but didnt.
it's so easy to terminate a pregnacy actually..
and lots of girls are taking advantage of that.
the youngest i've seen so far was 15? 18?
i couldnt remember.
but dawn said that she came across this girl who's just 12.
omg.
somebody save her. please.
they just get into the moment of heat and couldnt care less about the consequenses..
i used to detest these people, though i know it's wrong for me to do that.
then after, i pitied them, and i was hoping that they learnt their lesson, felt guilty about it and wouldnt do it again.
i guess some did learn but some didnt, cause they have previous history.
sigh.
it scares me at times.

i dont even want to be a part of this evil doing at all.
but it's part of my job.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

school rumble perked me up!
shall finish it today.
lalala..........

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

so much for being all smiley in the morning..
!@#$##%$W%^
was pissed at so many people.
was so moody after that.
actually, didnt had the mood to meet him.
but glad i did anyway.
the movie was therapeutic.
it was so good that it made me cry buckets which relieved my moodiness.

i know i should learnt from that show but, it's so damn difficult.
i'll just get upset thinking that it's gonna be ____ __________________ and __ doesnt ______ me.
but it's sweet anyway.


learnt how to tell if it was going to rain.
1. the obvious red sky.
2. the constant cool wind blowing due to some pressure.










i'm good at putting a happy front too...










janice has got 1 bouquet of real roses, and a fluffy one.
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i've got no mood to continue the work.
omg.
someone cut my tongue.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

emo = period = paranoia = feeling unloved = tearing
i feel like i'm such a cry baby sometimes.
whatever.
i've got crazy raging hormones.




thanks hid, i'm gonna try to finish it.
though i think i wont be able to finish in time.









i need sleep.
i need tlc.

i pulled through today's 2 hour non-stop canoing.
YAY! >_<
just that we get out of focus at times, cause it's so freaking tiring!
and there was this one time, my left shoulder went out of alignment!!
omg. thanks god it snap back immediately.
i was damm scared that it'll come out.
it's fine now anyway, just damm pain.
i'm sore everywhere, abrasion at sacral area again, blisters all over my hands.
scars of battling.
canoing is sort of growing on me.
haha.


trg with this team is so different, they're so self-motivated.
but i still think once in a while it's nice to motivate your team-mates to give them that extra drive.
it works. ;)