Thursday, January 26, 2006

finally went to the sinseh today, though my shoulder didnt really hurt.
cause i sort of promised him i'll do so.
but after she manipulated it hurt a lot more!
she said that i've got low blood pressure and that i'm heaty so NO SPICY FOOD.
=(
no tom yam, spicy soupy noodles and chilli for me.!?!
shoot me.
crappy block nose too is here to stay for a while...


haha.
i'm gonna be such a slacker during this festive season.
but i guess i'll probably so some running, need to train back my stamina, it's a good way to lose the fats too.


i'm happy today.
he replied me a whole lot.. reminded me of the times when he's still having bmt, we'll like msg each other for the whole day..

some collegues said that i lost weight. >_<
oh well, probably cause i was wearing the bigger attire and that i'm so dark.
the corridor stank today, as the sewage pipe got choked and it was leaking!
gross.
thankfully there was subra to clean up the mess.
jf's so caring, she knew about my shoulder and assigned me to do stuff that doesnt strain my shoulder..
however i still had too, there's just not enough staff to go around. besides i really dont mind.


sometimes i feel sorry for her...


oh, jans and michelle are attached.
haha.
so cute.
and weird.
cause it's janice chen hui qi and her psychotic bf.
lol.

and oh, i think hid's up to something.
haha.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

jazmine. says:
eh, i gtg.

jazmine. says:
see ya ard.

jazmine. says:
nitey.

m.R Ray says:
oh man...

m.R Ray says:
alright beb

m.R Ray says:
hey

jazmine. says:
ya?

m.R Ray says:
i miss u

m.R Ray says:
hope to c ya soon

m.R Ray says:
:)

jazmine. says:
missed ya too.

m.R Ray says:
gdnite








he's an awful sweet biach. he made my night..

the throat's being a pain in the ass lately.

i've been a weakling.
fuck.

shouldnt even had the hopeful thought at all.
cause it'll just make me worst inside.




came home to know that gram's been hospitalized.
had the sudden urge to see her, and that's what i did.
i changed and cab down.
the cab driver tried to give me a tip or two about driving which kept my mind off a bit.
just couldnt hold back anymore when i saw her..
she's so pale.. i'm always afraid that she wouldnt recognise me.
that she'll one day just forget that i'm her grand-daughter.
but thank God, she didnt.

the doctors were sort of doing their rounds on her, and one of them asked me 'why are you crying?'.
i was dumbfounded? you're suppose to be happy when closed ones are admitted?
whatever.
i gave them space to do whatever they wanted.
i put grams to sleep after that..
stroking her hand, tucking her hair away, making sure she's covered..
i realised how much she has aged.
she aged beautifully, just that her health is weak..
but i know she's being looked after..






luanluan called at the right time, she wanted to confirm about the purpose driven life event again, whether i wanted to join them for 6 weeks..
why not? i miss the Lord and attending chruch.
talking to her made me feel so much better...
it's also nice to know that i'm not the only one who has a dumb boyfriend..
and who often makes me emo....