Saturday, December 03, 2005

my Father and my God, i see that i owe it to you and to myself to ensure all my emotions contribute to my health. please help me to rid myself of all disease-producing emotions. in Jesus' name. Amen

crap.
i'm not in the mood for anything.


i'm beginning to doubt.

i'm just not quite right today.
didnt feel like doing anything at all.
the tension is getting into me.

i'm upset that i didnt manage to watch their race.
the girls didnt make it by that tweeny weeny bit.
it's sad, not being able to sow what you reap.
but i believe they did their best.
i feel for them.






fuck fuck fuck.
i think i need a new high.
i promise, after the audit is over, i'll be back in action.
guess it'll be the national canoing championships in march.
it'll be my new high and stress?
i'll keep my fingers cross.

Friday, December 02, 2005

i'm craving for more um ali!
it makes me high..
hahaha

learnt a new word today.
cliche
n : a trite or obvious remark

i'm dumb.
whatever!
haha.



saying that "i love you"
is not the words i want to hear from you
it's not that i want you
not to say, but if you only knew how easy
it would be to show me how you feel
more than words
is all you have to do to make it real
then you wouldn't have to say that you love me yeah
'cause i'd already know


i'm gonna be late for work.

the list was so long today, and i was on till 1800.
dr tan made me laugh till my tummy and jaw ached.
cuckoo guy.

i'm so STRESSED by the fact that i'm picked to be questioned on monday. freak! give me a break! i'm new, young and ignorant.
lalala.

i'm mad at you.

i love the girls.
and hopefully, there'll be new progress the next time we meet!

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

havent been doing weights for the past 2 weeks.
so gonna die.

my voice is returning, thanks to the strepsils.
>_<







afternoon shift today, and i'm feeling sleepy still.
...

sunday:
every river regatta is so unexpecting, but i guess, that's what makes it exciting.
team nyp won 3rd for the mixed open.
what a pleasant suprise it was for everyone.
it's a great achievement for all of them.
i lost my voice.
dinner was fun.






i love ida's corn rows.































monday:
sent the girls off on monday.
i wish them well, and i know that they will do singapore proud.
i've got so much faith in them.
yu yun's as cuckoo as ever.
HA!

the evening was just so sweet...
*melts