Saturday, September 17, 2005

please teach me how to control my temper more.
thank you.

the standing stroke is so fun, though it's challenging my quads.
i'm not looking forward to tmr's trg programme.
it'll be a killer.

need to lose more lower body fats.
no more junking.
crap.

Friday, September 16, 2005

funny happenings at the theatre today.
better keep my tongue to myself.
hahaha..

i'm such a silly girl.
mika nakashima has a beautiful voice.
ahh...



HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAUGHTY JERAD!
he turns 10 today! =p

Thursday, September 15, 2005

i like having conversations with nc ong. she enlightens me. haha.

was asking her whether surgeons behave the way they do during operation, in the ward.
the answer, No.. cause it's less stressful during ward rounds.. during an operation the patient's life is in their hands, and therefore they cannot afford to make mistakes. thus, the temper.
and she said that if the surgeon sees a confident and steady scrub nurse, it will boost their stability.

sigh.. the amount of stress we're taking..

sn tay said that we got to have really thick skin to handle the comments and tempers.
sn anne said we got to practice until we're not only just assisting in the operation, but doing the operation together with the surgeon.

they're pushing us really hard.
like i always says to joy, there's 2 ways of learning, you either learn from the basic up, or you learn it the hard and stressful way..

nc ong said, the day the surgeon ask you to scrub from him, will be the day you graduated.
i'll be looking forward for that day to come.


i'm greatful to have elise as a mentor.
she has been pushing, but patient too.
i'm thankful for that.

days seem to pass faster now..
but quiet, sleeping, slacking time has been cut really short.


anyway it's friday tmr! YAY!







there are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

i dont feel you no more.
you dont do what you used to no more.
you dont seem to find the right words to say no more.
you dont seem to care no more.
and we dont talk about it at all.

and they say i'm always laughing and smiley.
but that's all a lie when i'm alone.
and i cant stand the pain.

i've fallen...

i'm missing you, you and all of you.























can you forgive me again?
you're my one true friend
and i never meant to hurt you