Thursday, August 11, 2005

sigh.. i miss my black hair.

there were endless cases today..
and i guess what the anaesthetist said was right, if we see too much of the procedure, we'll soon become an objector... yes the procedure is disgusting, but that's not the worst of it..
sister said something like if they're not ready to have the child, then we're helping them instead, than to have the child suffer when it's born..
but what if the person is SINGLE? do they have the right to have that moment, and when found pregnant to abort what was conceive in pleasure?
crap.
then there's this stupid doctor who was saying he doesnt mind going into private to do TOP (termination of pregnancy) all day, cause it's easy money..
i was shock when i heard that.. it's so sad that some doctors are so into the money rather than what's best for the patients.

too much comparison is being made between the new girls.
i'm not good, i just happen to be more thick-skin than the rest!
so STOP COMPARING! it's ANNOYING!


someone needs to tell her about her problem, and i'm gonna.


i'm starting to see the dark side of work.







crying for fun relieves me..

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

OMG! i found that entry again from my other diary! after so long!!!!
i'm crazed.. haha
it still remains vividly in my head.. >_<

'happiness is all around.....13:03 Sept. 23, 2003

now here i am.. sitting on my bro's bed.. using the com... just ate cup noodles... chilli crab flavour... *yumz*
had a WONDERFUL DAY YESTERDAY!!!!

firstly in school.... we (yati, zuuz, ifah and i) were walking towards mac's for breakfast... and i saw ripcurl!!! my goodness... i was so HIGH!!!! haha... he saw me too... and i quickly smiled at him... heez he smiled back.. then we were blocked by a pillar, i turned back to see him walk away.. to my astonishment... he turned too!! and WAVE!!!!!! i kinda shouted 'HI!!'... AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! i am so HAPPY!!!! then i quickly grab ifah by the arm.... burying myself in happiness.... then she was like' oh die... he knows....' then i was like 'really..?' she said 'it was kinda obvious' then i was like 'shit... but nvm... hahaha' then when we reached mac's i saw ez-link.. yati was like wow... today u see a lot of pple huh... anyway.. when we sat down.., yati was like i think you should confess to him that u like him... then i was like NO... and it's too quick already... ifah agrees with me too... i've kinda learned my lesson of confessing to the guy i like... it always dont turn out well... anyway... i don't really know ripcurl... i wanna get to know him better before i say anything... anyway seeing him already made my day... *smilez* :)'




nutsy. and i cant believe i enter my name for it. thanks to JOY!!!..

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

ehmy fart is darn STINKY!
haha..

i woke up at 10 roday! how nice!
i'm such a good house-daughter today..
did the laundry, cooked and such..
the sunshine was beautiful today! couldnt resist the temptation to go TANNING!
haha.. felt dumb at first, cause i was afraid i might lost my way inside! haha.
it's been donkey years since i last went to the swimming complex.


happy birthday singapore!
time seems to past so fast..
i still remember the times in primary school, where it'll be so fun celebrating national's day..
all classes will assemble at the hall, and we'll sing and have fun.
i feel old. crap.
and every year when i watch the parade on tv, i will tear..
i just feel so touched that everyone there is so enthusiastic about celebrating..

work tmr!
sigh..
jaz! heads up! it's going to be AWESOME tmr!
yes it is..


doubts and questions filled my mind last night..
i'm probably thinking too much again.

i'm happy. lalala








all over my face it shows... said i'm talking bout ......... this time. and it's not a schoolgirl crush....

Sunday, August 07, 2005

                                      

hairy jer..

silly me

i've got coconut tress behind my balcony.. how lovely..