Saturday, August 06, 2005

sometimes i wonder if i've chosen the right hospital to start with..
part of me still yearns to go back to gerontology.. sometimes paeds..
i saw this granny at the other theatre the other day, she looked so scared while waiting to be brought into the operation room...
and it just felt so natural to approach her, to hold her hands and to talk to her..
then the staff asked me where was i from, and to go back to my theatre cause our patient is coming soon.. i felt so sad.. but anyway i didnt cared what she said and just continue the conversation with the granny.. sigh.. i feel for her.. and when i had to leave her, i felt so sad.
crap. i really want to learn up my dialects so that i can communicate with the elderly..

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

even though i'm so darn tired, they and him never fail to put a smile on my face.
=)

ben made us run 6 rounds yesterday, own time own target and my bloody hamstrings were still aching..
and he just had to make us to steps. 2 sets of 30 times each side. -_-
oh wells, i survived it!
pool rowing was a disaster..
i just dont know what to say.
and the abrasions came back to say hi..

work too is getting a little hectic now, there seems to be never-ending cases..
but when the fetal is out, safe and sound, there's this sense of satisfaction in me, to keep me going..
and of course when i'm performing well too..
i'm so lucky to work with such nice people..
i miss the girls, they've moved to day surgery today..
it's so saddening..
crap.
i miss rene's, elaine's laughter so much.
poor elaine! she's on mc due to sore throat and eyes...

i guess i've got to stop this petty side of mine.
it's so evil.
be nice, be nice, BE NICE!










yeah you do =p

Sunday, July 31, 2005

okay, so i need to step up on my veggies and fruits intake.
the msg was warmness to my soul... =)


40 mins later.....


i dont know whether i want to carry on anymore..
there's so many things out there that i want to try. but still there's a part of me that cant bear to leave..
but it's pissing me off that none of you are interested anymore.. you all only know how to fuck everyone else except yourself.

sigh..