Friday, July 15, 2005

laughter truly is the best medicine..yep, after crying and all..

our batch girls totally ROCKS!
haha..
the real 'xiao bai' makes me laugh at first, then annoyed, at least pissed.
shitty..
sometimes she means no harm, but she says too much, espcially when they're not true.

oh wells, i thought that val and cam, the peeps from HR did a tremedous great job!
loved the treasure hunt game.. we were running up and down the hospital..
i heard this little boy asked his mother, 'mummy, why are there so many doctors running around?"
=)
the session mainly focus on KK's 5 core values...
-valuing people
-delivering highest standard of work
-learning and improving
-working as a team
-contributing to the comunnity

these will serve as a guide during our stay in KK, to us, patients comes first.

had dinner at marche with the family.
it's been a while since i had dinner with them..
it was yummilicious.
haha.

lecture on sutures and stitches tmr.
i need sleep.

today's welcome aboard session.

we won sweets for being the fastest team to solve the crossword puzzles!

sweet victory: rene, jaz, joy, elaine, dawn, shuzy

our eggs

top: rene, amanda @ xiao bai     bottom: elaine, dawn, jaz

                           crossing the amazon river.

i've always been in love with this song...














dont just say it, DO IT!

i miss canal sessions with shivvy...

Thursday, July 14, 2005

went for alumni dinner yesterday..
it was nice, there were a lot of nice peeps around..
oliver as usual, teased me.
am looking forward to row with them..
jessica is such a nice person!

could hardly keep my eyes open today..
crap.
was darn sleepy..
got to move out of the locker to jessica's! haha
i'm glad that we newbies are getting along well for now..

.................................................................................

maybe if we were more honest to each other, we would know what's wrong?
maybe if we were more open to each other, we would accept all sort of comments?
maybe if we were less offensive in our tone, we would have a better conversation?
maybe if we werent petty in our behaviour, we would have less conflict?
maybe if...

someone should just snip off my tongue.
i'm such a hypocrite in disguse.
PLEASE BEWARE!




maybe the 'paranoid-ness' is kicking in me again.
but do you all see it from my angle?
i dont think so.
guess it was because i'm not there most of the time.
so it's not surprising if you all dont see it.
actually it's okay..
but it just sucks to see that most of the gang is together, talking, with me watching from a far.
i'm neglecting so many friends who really care...
fuck.



i want to remove my tear ducts.

do you realise that when you're sad, your fears doesnt take over you?
you wouldnt care if rats and roaches were crawling underneath your bench, cause your eyes are blinded with tears, your heart feels heavy as if its made of stones, and you bring your legs up, cuddling them close just to feel that you're not alone.









mummy's soup always make me feel better.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

everyday as we're introduced to a new topic, i get more excited and worried.
excited for the day that i'll have attachment soon, worried that i wont be able to perform my responsibilities.
whatever. i can do it!

saw a C-section today.. gosh.. it's been a while since i last saw a surgery.. it was tensing, especially when the fetal's legs came out first, then the head with the cord around it's neck.
was praying for it to be save.
after the midwife took over, i heard it took it's first breathe. it cried.
what a sign of relief.
it's a SHE!
she's so adorable! she weighs 3.390 kg.
and when we entered to look at her, she opened her eyes..
gosh. she's beautiful.
i want to have babies too..

knees are acting up again.. tried to stay with the guys, but failed towards the end.
slowly jaz, you can do it!
though it was raining eariler, training was fun.
cindy came!! haha.. she's still the same, just that her hair is so long now!
tried to do pull-ups today, and my stupid calf went into spasm..
crap.
then tried again, this time kylie assisted me.. haha.. did 5, i'll do more next time.
thanks ky! thanks hid!
i thought the system ben used today was good.
it saves time and everyone wont miss out any stations.

melvin was so sweet today, he treated me and jo dinner.
thanks!








i feel sad for them. sigh...

Monday, July 11, 2005

fuck. i couldnt be bothered anymore.
whatever.
let loose and i'll stray away...

here are the pics, mr ray..
they arent that nice, cause why?
you keep closing your eyes! if not bass would be the one..
if not, stupid ah bang bod would do stupid hand signs behind me!
.....
oh wells, you all deserve it. HA!.

learnt about the role of the anaesthesia nurse today..
it's so complex, handling controlled drugs, handling post-op complications and such.
sister mc is so COOL!
she's 51 and yet she's still so hip, she cycles every sunday for 32 km?!?!
got nomiated to represent them in a beach volleyball game next weekend.
-_-
it's hard to keep a low profile, when everyone else knows a little of your humble background.

running makes me feel good, especially when i junk so much yesterday.

i miss bitching and crapping with glenn and diana.
esp glenn, he cracks me up.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

had a lovely day out with mummy...
what else will the both of us do but shop?!
haha..

met round, ah bang bod and man..
man is so fit now! haha.. kept teasing about his muscles..
and he looks nice in uniform!
most guys do, except the skinny and fair ones.
i've got this thing about guys in army u, especially those senior technicians u.
=p

nut-headed cuckoo jaz.

i love the after- rain weather, when the air is refreshing and cool.
it's so conducive for sleeping..
like now.

was counting down the time out of the OT.
ran before trg today.. it was challenging, the sun, the ache and the endurance.
rowing was fun today..
coxing was fun too! i'm not bad for a first timer k!
thanks jil!
just that back was aching a little when i was steering. -_-
thanks jo! haha...

i felt so silly.
nut-headed-cuckoo-jaz.

couldnt stop looking up at the stars, they were beautiful...
*melts*






happy birthday.