Saturday, May 21, 2005

me and my evil mouth.
i deserve to rot in hell.

i dislike you, you, and YOU.
fuck you all.

i love my babes, they always make my day..
thanks!

trg with the guys were so much fun..
though the regime was deadly, it felt great!
pain is pleasure to me.. =)






to be continued...

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

tears just ran down immediately after i saw what she typed.
i might just be paranoid again.
but who knows.
maybe this time i finally made up my mind.
it's just so tormenting.
fuck it jaz.

fuck it.
it's time to let go...
i shouldnt have done anything at all.

i am happy for him.. why arent i?
because it's different now.
it's fucking different.

i'm so fucking weak.






my spirit's broken and i cant bear the pain.

Monday, May 16, 2005

on friday, after we checked in and stuff...
we went for thai massage.. haha.
i requested for shoulders one, cause it ached badly..
one day after gym?
so the lady boss suggested a masseur instead, cause she said that he's really good...
i was hestitating at first, duh! it's a he!
but anyway i didnt care much cause i was fantasizing bout how good i'll feel later..
it was awesome! he cracked my spine.. it was oooooOOOOOOOoooo

saturday and sunday were THE DAYS.
anutie liang chan is amaze by how cheap stuff are sold over there..
first stop, LINGERIE section..
haha. and i almost spent all more money there..
the people there are just beautiful..


i managed to tan!! haha.. there were only caucasians, so i dared to bare...
mummy and auntie liang chan joined me after they ate..
having a conversation there was fun.. eye candies everywhere.. HAHA.
and yup, some thought that i was local.. -_-'

i read fatal seduction 2 every night..
and i finshed it within the second night.
i thought i couldnt sleep on the third day without reading..
i was wrong.

tom yam soup and fried rice with crab was never to be missed..
they're just heavenly..
had shark's fin for two days.. and i'm feeling bad..
sometimes i'm amazed by the things we eat.. frog legs, pig's insets, chicken's feet, swallow's spit...
personally, i feel that they taste damm good...
so yeah, been eating unhealthily for a few days...
lucky there's trg tmr.
hope my performance still stays...