Wednesday, May 04, 2005

recap about yesterday..

didnt get enough sleep.. was in-charge of one cubicle again..
it was kinda stressing.. but mini was nice.. heh.. she guided me well..
had rice for lunch cause i know i needed the carb for trg later..
then banana after shift, for potassium to prevent stitches..
haha..
oh well, i guess i'm quite please with my timing considering that i was so damm tired.. 12.15.. and hid, u did lesser than that cause you started timing EARLIER. dont doubt yourself, you were awesome.
finally, i finished the gym trg. as in ALL the stations.
felt great!
and for the first time.. we enjoyed doing statics.

today...

the aching feeling that i've missed so long was back!
haha.. machioism.
anyway.. the ward was chaotic after passing report.. plus i was having toothache, and swollen lymph nodes again.. only this time, it's the left side...
and fuck. i'm suffering from UTI. thanks to sat's after rowing run..
i dont mind taking cases, but it's just the overtime thingy that sucked alot.
i stay till 2150 today, when i'm suppose to finish at 2100..
sigh.. no cases for me tmr.. need sleep cause i'll be morning shift on friday..
2 more days to freedom!!!
was so tempted to club with sher today.. haha.

i miss the brclips gang.. diana, sher, iris, qing, weiling, ting, sandi....

Monday, May 02, 2005

oh gosh, please let us all pass tmr..
esp for running and chin-ups.
god please!
thank you so much...
sweet dreams..
so long and good night..

ran in the morning..
couldnt sustain the average speed at all, left knee was not being obedient again and i was tired..
shit.
did sit-ups and chin-ups at home.
HA! i manage to do 22 in 30 sec.
but jans wasnt watching me, so she didnt notice if i did the standard chin-ups..
-_-
and my nose is block..

can i survive tmr's fittness test?

going to have retail therapy with mummy now..
that ought to cheer me up.

upon relfections and through thorough thinking,
i've come to realise that i'm not a good person to get involved with...
i'm messed up inside.. and on the outside too..
i'm just so evil.

saw jer online just now..
he'll be coming home on sunday. YAY!
he asked me not to be involved in any relationship this year as it'll affect everyone around me.. and that the consequences will hit me for 10 years..
i'm not even allowed to smile at any guys..
so yeah.
STAY AWAY FROM ME.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

random rantings.. as kylie would say

-kylie came over and release tension from my ass! said that the muscles were tight and thus aching knee..
it was so sweet of her..
-took 6 cases yday.. chaotic.. stupid parent.. was really annonying..
-had a lovely dinner with kylie.. she's such a well-mannered person.. really.. it was a blast!
-i'll take you to the candy shop.. lalalala...
-dream guy vs perfect guy?
-trg today was a killer.. sets of 2 km, plus simulations of race, and finally running after rowing.. =)
-he tapped me on the head today, asked if i had a cramp.. sometimes, he makes me feel as if, he's a bro looking out for his sis..
-shouldnt have asked the auntie to add the veggies.. by the time i finished them, i was too full to eat the noodles..
-XXX the next level was AWESOME!

i guess, that's all for today..