Friday, April 08, 2005

doing afternoon shift is tiring..
esp, when the year 2s are not doing their part..
they're concentrate too much on their case studies, and forgot the basic element, basic care..
so was kinda being the junior today..
it feels funny, when the junior passed report to me.. haha.. guess she's being friendly.

rushed down to meet the rest for dinner, or shld i say i watched them eat.. how sweet and thoughtful to whoever who left the seat next to him empty. =)
i'm suffice..

i remember asking hid what's the meaning of vividly, she used this example: i remember vividly the day _____ hugged me.. i replied 'hey, that's the best example ever!' *blushed*

have been grinning from ear to ear on the way home. >_<

Thursday, April 07, 2005

i feel good!! ........ ok, i forgot how the song goes...
well, had to drag myself up to run, but i know i needed too!!
went slow, as uncle kang adviced. was really tiring.. managed to run for bout 30 mins..
did some statics.. as ben said, to him, it'll be good enough! >_<

i'm feeling so good, i know that i would.......


oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARKIST!!

Monday, April 04, 2005

so yeah..
today was the first day of being attached to the ward.. hmm.. i didnt have a good impression, cause of the way they were passing report.. so.. hastily.. and unprecise..
but well, kids make me happy..

went to observed how to nurse a baby with mrsa of the tracheostomy..
i was sad.. the baby had undeveloped ears, and a tracheostomy was made to help her breathe.. as she was difficulty in breathing. thick mucous secretions were flowing in and out of her tiny nares and mouth when she was breathing.. and she had an nasogastric tube inserted to facilitate her feeding.. she has excoriations at her bottoms, so had to be really careful, when i had to clean her bottoms..
i felt for her when i was attending to her.. worst thing was, that her parents werent even with her through the night...
sigh...

when her feeding was dued, we went in again, then the SN said that the baby has cleft palate too.. geez.. at that point i dont know why i was asking myself if she was my own, how would i feel? how would i react? i wanted to carry her and never let go.. she's deprived from the most essential element a child needs. love from her mother..
but who am i to comment? i'm just a third person, providing my service, cause i'm being paid... a lot to reflect upon life i guess... but, after tucking her to bed, and seeing her sleep so soundly makes it worthwhile...
anyway i didnt feel sleepy at all though i slept only for bout 5 hrs? BUT! during the debrief, i couldnt help it.. the sister was boring me with her talk, and i was lacking in oxygen... could hardly keep my eyes open...

oh wells.. back to a lighter note..
managed to get blue crush during a sale!! haha.. it's only $9.90!!
and i've been searching everywhere for it..
it's FREAKING COOL and AWESOME!!
kate bosworth has the nicest athletic build.. shitty..
nowadays, they keep showing girls who can do pull-ups! i would so wanna try to surf.. if only life would be that carefree.. working as a housekeeper in a 5 star hotel, and you can surf and soak up the sun whenever you want.. just enough to pay rents and kept the life going for the moment...
was telling jans just now, that i shld start saving for university.. so after my bond, i'll go to hawaii to do my degree, maybe to work there for a period too.. then she said i'll go 'Aloha!' everyday..
how i wish...
then again, my dream of being a medic, or with the untied nations to help the needy people.... too many dreams.. which one can i fulfill?

-bits of updates-

- my left eye is still twitching! it's been more than a week!
- mummy bought the fox berms for me. >_<
- i made dinner the other night.. french onion soup, baked potatoes, lasagne
- i'm uber jealous of hid's fren, and hid's fren's fren..
- jamming was AWESOME! the band had a great time after that too.. and it's great to have dj ensi back! that asshole... and slash, is such a COWARD!
- i walked along side samuel from pug jelly, with his date! muahaha...
- and we saw him again!! after i lost him.. hahaha..
- had a lovely time with hid at taka.
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