Saturday, April 02, 2005

fond memories =)

i never ever seem to have enough sleep.

trg yesterday was... nice. =)
and i guess ben was right, we shouldnt fear him.. it's a barrier towards building a relationship with him..

i'm so envious and jealous of that girl!!
she's intelligent, pretty and popular..
all the sisters seem to know her name now..
geez, she's like the perfect girl..
she offered me biscuits the day before even though i hardly know her, she apologised to me, as she answered my question bluntly without knowing i had something on..
i'm just so ARGH!

just thinking about the possibility that i might not be able to compete makes me sad..
cause i'll be starting work on 1st july, and as that girl said we're no longer working 5 days per week only..
fuck.

and stupid msn is pissing me off...
was going through my stuff and i found these... and i lost the latest one!
...........

Monday, March 28, 2005

ms lim was nice, actually all the nurse clinicians and sisters are really nice.
they're like a group of old nice ladies..
haha..
hopefully i'll have a lovely and experiementing time there.
everything was fine, just that it was so freaking cold and my right eye kept twitching, as a result of lack of sleep...

met mel for running today, it was amazing, i actually ran 14 rounds...
i'm amazed.
she was great.. more running sessions to come..
THANKS MEL!

i'm so dead now..
but i need to do some reading first, to get myself ready for tmr...

i'm happy, saw my strength...
but it'll be a few more days till it's over...


sigh.........
and i havent gotten a pic with him...


i lost it all..

Sunday, March 27, 2005

she came and she hid... (ps. as in past tense of hide, not short for hidayah. >_< )

the girls calling jo over to take the pic...

but wait! what's over there?!!?!

peace and calm...

...

2 more!!

corpses!!

what's over there?

so thoughts were spoken, tears had fallen..
no point to speak about it anymore..
it's time to prove that action speaks louder than words.
i, have too also believe in that phrase....
feelings of resentment should be kept aside and stop having depressive realism...

first day of attachment tmr.
excited and nervous..
shitty...
meeting mel to run tmr.. she's so strong now, hopefully i'll regain my stamina or train it to become better...
cause sometimes i feel as if i'm struggling with only 8 rounds...
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