Saturday, February 26, 2005

damm tired...
woke up early today, but still was late for lessons. -_-

had luncheon with mdm ho! photo-taking session was fun.
it's been a really long time since the class really bonded together..

went for karaoke @ amk after that..
it was more FUN.
it was totally INSANE!!!
hahaha...

rushed to town to get xy's prez.. she invited us to her chalet tmr..
so i guess i've got to skip dinner with the team then...
and i bumped into the last person i would want to on earth.
him.
it sort of felt good in a way? but not in a way?
he's wearing braces now.. and he has this raggard look.
i guess it affected me somehow..
and when i was trying hard not to think about it..
i saw him again, this time i pretended i didnt.. and i saw him turn away...
.......
guess it's better off this way.
fen and i walked all the way from wisma atria, to bugis...
had a really good conversation...
finally i let it off my chest..

can barely open my eyes now..
shall continue tmr....

Thursday, February 24, 2005

hmm... so i was in a heck mood this morning..
heh...
psycho tutorial was so damm fun today..
we role played.. ifah and i made fun of him.
HA!
mr tan is just so funny and weird.. he has this evil laughter which is contagious..

hid and i pk-ed today!
haha.. i can do a normal vault! a little lazy.. and reverse?? that's what she said.. on the chin-up bars that is..
the playground railings are high.. but i'll overcome it one day soon!!
suddenly i found fun in pk-ing..
i guess it's more enjoyable when you do it!
and yeah.. heck fear! muahaha..
the battle scars are showing soon...

we didnt run today.. cause of the rain... but finally it rained! bet the plants really needed to quench that thirst.
did gym with za and yanni.jr.. it was better compared to tues.
my right deltoids are feeling a little strained.. whatever..
after our cheer, went to vault over the nafa chin-up bars..
haha.. think i'm a little hook already..
the guys were doing standing broad jump... haha..
i realise i love to tease jian long. he is such a cuckoo head.
muahaha..
tried to do pull-ups. junwen helped, but still cant!
ha.. what to do.. big bums..

had such a hearty dinner!! jil and i share a big plate of hor fun and hotplate tofu..
*yums
and finally! i gave him the long over-dued present.. what a cuckoo i was...

am looking forward to tmr.. haha.. the class will spend quality time together..
geez.. i'm REALLY GRADUATING SOON.






thanks hid for everything!

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

whenever i talk to fen about my problems..
she'll tell me that the summons she went for are related to what i'm going through...
i often wonder whether they are signs...

anyway i guess it was a blessing in disguise that we couldnt hand in the application forms for x-physique.
but i'm still so mad at that girl! what the hell...bitch.
junwen and jil are just so cuckoo..

went to meet gingerbread man with hid.
how sweet of him, gave us soft nougats... my fave. heh.
would like to thank them very much for teaching me how to gate vault and reverse flip.. ha..
still trying to overcome fear.. i only manage to flip with the help of the slopes.
ha.. maybe i shld try flat ground tmr...

i'm relieved in a way that i cleared things up.. but still that sense of shitty-ness is still lying somewhere there..

ok, so no more x-physique..
the next is legs and paddles... am going for the singles one this time. need to challenge myself.. but i guess it's not so bad.. canoe for 2.5km, then running for 3.2 km..
the only thing is.. canoeing..
ha.. yikes is so nice.
said that we can canoe on sat!!
yay! at least we can trial and error first..
heh..

and YAY! i'm free from presentations..
and YAY! next week break week!
BUT!!!
exams coming in three weeks time. -_-

Monday, February 21, 2005

fuck.
i'm feeling like crap now.
am feeling bad...
whole lot more to do for project.
mummy and jans had a fight just now.
the cough is just so irritating.
argh.
and i've checked with the person, everyone has to kayak and cycle..
i would be a burden to you guys.
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you're not insignificant, just that i got too excited.. and it all went to my head..

Sunday, February 20, 2005

i love my sister.

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mummy bought this cup of herbal tea in the morning, and i drank it with an empty stomach.
it tasted sour and bitter and it was hat at the same time.

jamming today,
warming up was great, though i was a little off key?
coughs.
came up with new intros. it was fun..
but i realise that we're really slow in making songs.
...
dj ansi wanna leave the band?
sigh.. i didnt say anything cause i dont know what to say at all...
anyway he said he'll reconsider..
played pool and tai-di at the pool palour?
ha.. trashed them at first. but later lost to mr ray and bass.. -_-

i like taking long bus rides, just listening to music,observing the scenery around and walking home..
just me, nature and music.
i realise i've got weird habits too.. haha..

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something is on her mind.. and i'm trying hard to make her happy..
but she's so unresponsive. it's irritating.
tried to be patient with her, till it has gone off the limits.
it's sad that she doesnt realise that she's affecting everyone.
or maybe she does, and she doesnt care at all..
everyone is trying to make her happy.. or at least, trying to make it up..

maybe she's going through a phase i once went through..
but at least i'm here now..
was hoping she could share it with me..
cause i dont want us to be like what we use to be,
disliking each other, hollering at each other, being disrespectful to each other..
and i'm truly sorry for calling u a bitch just now.
it's just so unbearable to see you behaving like that.