Saturday, February 19, 2005

the bad:
-body aches
-terrible cough, feels as if my lungs could be coughed out anytime.
-lack of sleep

the good:
-being cheeky with hid at far east.
-caught a glimpse of chingay live at orchard. (on fri)
-always see celebrities when i'm with hid.
-celebrated HAIDA's BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! HAPPY BRTHDAY BABE!!!!
-drowning in evanescence.
-caught a glimpse of my drug-addict-cute-guy again.
-having fun at the supermarket.
-eye-candies all around.
-project's gonna finish this WEDS!!!
-sea-rowing. (good charging sets. >_<)
-hanging out at jo's and spending quality time together.
-jamming tmr!! hopefully it goes well...

Thursday, February 17, 2005

am writing again.. =)

geez!
i'm coughing like keanu reeves in constantine..
time is almost up.
it's simply awesome and breathe-taking..
he's so fucking cool and he makes me go weak...
muahaha..
thanks hid for keeping me company today.
yes! i'm so relieved after the presentation today.
just one more to go!

just glance through evanescence's dvd...
amy lee is simply awesome.
geez, she just captivates me even more after knowing that she can play and sing at the same time...
how i wish we could write songs like that.amazing..
the bloopers included were to remind that she's only human too, afterall..ha.. she's so cuckoo too, like me!
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i've been looking in the mirror for so long
that i've come to believe my soul's on the other side
all the little pieces falling shatter
shards of me too sharp to put back together
too small to matter but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces
if i try to touch her
and i bleed,i bleed
and i breathe
i breathe no more

----evanescence-breathe no more----

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

first things first.. JANS THANKS FOR THAT AWESOME PRESENT!!!
she bought me the evanescence's anywhere but home DVD!!!!!!!!!!!
love!

called mr ray just now, to show it off..
muahahaha..
it's been centuries as he said it!
really missed talking to him..
still remember those very late nights...

gossiped.. haha.. evil.. actually, i just listened. >_<
thanks for the advice man!
yeap, will try not allow myself to be hurt again.
haha..

yay! i made up my mind!
and yesh i'll work towards it..
no more awkwardness.. just coolness..
muahaha...
hid's right.. i shall still give you what i wanted to..
as a symbol of our friendship yah..

after tmr, i can finally set my mind in ease!! yay!
stupid presentation got me all cuckoo..












you'll still always be the one that i'll admire most...
and until i find my own, you'll still be the one who gives me strength...

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

phlegm: thick, sticky, stringy mucus secreted by the mucous membrane of the respiratory tract, as during a cold or other respiratory infection. -_-

why am i awake so early anyway?

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i am fairly agile
i can bend and not break
or i can break and take it with a smile.
and i am so resilient
i recover quickly
i'll convince you soon that i am fine

----dashboard confessional-bend not break----

Monday, February 14, 2005

was surprised when xan msg me...
cause i thought i would be the one running only..
ha.. batt really went dead on me today.
didnt know that xan was like me.. emo!
i could feel her pain.. i really could..
i know how it feels like, cause i had been there before...
but her spirit is so strong! and i'm so proud of her.

btw, poor kam is warded! and she was quite upset that we didnt visit her yday, cause xan didnt tell us!
anyway it's level 5, ward 5B, bed 44, she said she'll be upgrading, so she might change ward. till then it's still there..

just caught the opening for the grammys, IT ROCKS!
there was BEP, gwen stefanie, eve, los lonely boys, maroon 5, and FRANZ FERDINAND!!

mel.junior i miss you. do take care and come back only when you are really ready...







you lied..

was great to see mr ray and gang again.
they rock my world... crappy lamers. muahaha.
oh yeah, good luck for your traffic police test today!!

hid: it doesnt matter whether you have someone in your mind, someone in your heart, or someone in your life, what matters is that i am someone when you've no one. i cant promise but i'll try!

so loving 'angel from my haven'... it makes me peaceful and a lil' sad....
still it rocks!









i'm missing something... but i cant figure what.

so i'm having low grade fever now with a sore throat.
how nice.

damm i still wanna watch constantine...
fen said she'll watch with me after wednesday's presentation. YAY!
i do hope i can finish the community health presentation soon.
invited the juniors to run later...
hopefully they'll come..
i know how it feels like to be lagged behind... so let's not waste time anymore and train up!

oh yeah.. met so many peeps for the past 2 days when i was in town.
saw carol, justin, kenneth, joseph yeow (he sure did change a lot!), issac... and jan! haha..
when i called up to him, he was like 'oh my lord!' so cuttttteeeeeeeeee.. muahaha.
only hid would know why. >_<

btw HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY BABES!!!!!!!!! *muacks*
even if you all have no bf, you'll always have me!!
muahaha...

Sunday, February 13, 2005

havent been trg for ages..
am aching all over right now.
and i think i'm having sore throat and fever.
plus period. -_-
fcuk.

am too weak to post anything.

oh.. an early shout out to VIV and PEI ZHI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!