Saturday, February 12, 2005

last day of attachment..
was so looking forward to it i dont know why.
jan, bougs and cheeta are just oh so funny!!
and the way jan comments about my 'beautiful smiley eyes' just so made my day!
muahaha.. >_<
filipinos are just so friendly and nice.

sj totally pissed me off today, couldnt tolerate it anymore...
was being hostile to him.
and how can i not be? when he keeps talking to me bout sexuality.
bout how he plays with himself, in front of the others.
geez!!!
and he even wants a hug from me?!
that fart-hairy-whining-asshole-baby.
i'm so gonna miss saba, nathan, those cheena uncles.
really learnt a lot from them.
about life.

met up with diana, ris and sher today.
played mahjong.. haha. sorry girls if my lethargic-ness spoiled it a little.
geez.. i missed the chance of watching constatine with him. crap.
guess it wasnt meant to be?

THANKS BABES FOR THE POST BDAY CELEBRATION AND THE FCUKING COOL WET SACK!!!
*muacks!!!!!!!!!!*
the apple strudel tasted darn good too!!!

am feeling slightly guilty...
sorry kryos.. i'll try my best!
discussion tmr at 10 in sch. -_-

Thursday, February 10, 2005

had an awesome cheena new year this year!
muahaha.
everything's ok for now..
so yeah..

went zouk with bro, and my cousins, joleen, joachim and daniel.
joanna came too.. she's nice. hee..
one word: weird
yeah, feels weird to club with you COUSINS?!!?
it was the first ever time!
but it turned out to was simply ROCKIN'!

seeing jo again makes me think of the times we had as kids..
and how i liked him then..
muahaha.. even now.. there's this funny feeling i get when i see him.
just like him as a cus lah!

had such a fun time at esther house.. thanks for the 'hospitatlity'!
she asks us to take everything ourselves.
jo, hid and i have sin today.. >_@

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*muacks!* i love you.. and older already.. time to listen more ok. and exercise more. i'll accompany you. >_<

geez..
gotta wake up at 0520 tmr.
last day of attachment!!!
YAY! a lil' sad.. but sj will not pester me anymore. stupid chee ko pei.

to you: stop whinning, your fucking life, keep to your fucking self.
to him: rest well, take care, place warm packs to improve circulation.

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

i'm feeling so guilty to see granny's health falter to such state and i wasnt there for her. .
geez..
argh.. i'm feeling so unpleasant right now.

stupid com..
stupid technician... you ruin all my plans.
stupid soundcard...
stupid project...
stupid capris...

argh.

how am i gonna survive tmr? with my mind on my project...

i just realise how alone i am sometimes, and how fake you are sometimes too...
and how, second i was being priortized as...
and i cant be bothered with you two anymore... dont wanna talk then fine. lets not talk!

what a festive mood i've got..
sorry peeps.
period is coming.

Monday, February 07, 2005

the very first song wmp played accidentally in love by counting crows..
how nice and perky! >_<
eyes are a little puffy today.. single eye lid to the max.
what an unforgetable 20th birthday..
and viv, it's not like i'm so old k! viv was like you're so young at heart even you're twenty.. -_-"
anyway THANKS ONCE AGAIN PEEPS!!! LOVE YA' ALL!!!!!

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you complete me, like air and water
i need thee
and when i'm in your arms, i feel free
my heads up in the clouds in love, i'm proud
to you say it loud, like an accident it happend
out of nowhere, it just happend
and i aint mad at all, because i've
fallen, head over heels
i've fallen, in love with you
i've fallen, and i can't get up
don't wanna get up, because of love














when i was about to move on without you,
you lighted hope once again....

Sunday, February 06, 2005

thanks to hid and hai, for the lovely smallest cake in the world..
i've received my first ROXY TOP!! YAY! >_<
thanks for all the wonderful plans you all made.. it's the thought that counts.
thanks for treat at swensen's.. we had EARTHQUAKE!!


hai had to leave for work.
went to town with hid...
hid, sorry for making you walk and walk...
didnt had the mood to meet anyone else..


came home, and went running right away..
was feeling stress and upset.
ran faster than usual, maybe cause i was listening to the radio.
sat by the canal after the run..
needed fresh air and peace.. but only left to cry..
weakling...










i've just got the best present ever.. thank you...
think my eyes are going swell up tmr... truly an angel from my haven.....

ok.. this is in advance and to save my smses.. muahahahaha!

THANKS TO ALL WHO WISHED ME!!
*MUACKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSS*!!!
THANK YOU!!! :)



love, jazz