Saturday, February 05, 2005

where shall i start.
well i shall not comment on sj anymore.
it's to give his privacy some respect.. >_<

did last minute work again, sleep at 1 last night..
woke up at 8 plus and headed to school for discussion.
eliel just piss me off sometimes.
didnt thought i would almost be late for trg.
anyway 13 is so slow. HA!

ran today.. it's been a long time.
think it was a good idea ben stopped at the bridge and do warm-ups.
haha..managed to run past our opponent, when they had the head start at the first place...
cause i saw my motivation!! mei xuan! hee..
she has always been a role model to me...

as haida said, we were kinda prepared for a 5th set of rowing.. but did charging instead..
i hate to admit but i wanna row in a baby boat filled with girls only.
though the girls were utterly drained, they sang a birthday song to me! hee.. i had tears in my eyes, but they didnt notice. haha.
jil, junwen, viv and jane bought me the PHAMTOM OF THE OPERA CD!! and it's the deluxe edition!!
thanks babes!!! *muacks*
fen got me really sweet stuff.. thank you too!! *muacks*

had reunion dinner with mummy's side..
i kinda miss granny and grandpa..
had fun. uploaded the pics
havent had so much fun as a 'family' for a long time.
trg was gone to waste.. but it was worth it!
it's my special day tmr.. but i dont really feel anything. HA!
guess i'm feeling stress... geez...
ok, shall stop the negative thoughts. ;)

wanna bring mummy out tmr to shop. her birthday is coming!
and yes, i'm not done with cny shopping yet.
but the girls have something up their sleeves tmr.. so we'll see..
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so lonely inside, so busy out there.
and all i wanted was somebody who cares.

Friday, February 04, 2005

was a lil' late today..

sj is scaring me nowadays, first it was asking whether i had a bf, then to introducing him gfs, then was today... asking for my email and phone number.
didnt gave up till i let him see his pic.
so yes, i lied to him. to protect myself.

shall continue tmr.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

great. i just forgot what i wanted to post.

lalala.

am utterly drained.. mentally.
it's really difficult trying to get into their inner world.
but it's amazing once you get inside..
am so deprived from sleep.
am glad to have time for myself now..

trg was hmm.. ok yesterday i guess. went to school straight after work.
can you all imagine how tired i was?!
but anyway survived trg. that's all that matters.
knee was totally messed up.. geez.
think i really strained it on sunday, while walking uphill to find mel.
shouldnt have worn the roxy slips.

slacked with jo before trg.
miss spending time with her. heh.
so fun, just irritating each other, whining to her..
am greatful you're one of my babes! loves!

did pool rowing.
it wasnt that bad i guess.
asked ben bout my stroke.
said that it's ok, just dont pull too far back.
wanted to see my dose of strength and happiness but couldnt afford too..
sleep is more important for now..
how sad.
sometimes i feel that all these emotions inside me are so silly.
cause' it feels as if they are all delusions..








paranonia.

Sunday, January 30, 2005

am so cuckoo in the morning. only a few would know why. ;p

the good:
i got a little tanned. YAY!
overtook this guy during 'surfing'. YAY!
junwen got 3rd and ah beng jon got 7th. YAY!
viv and yikes won the open mixed cat. YAY!

the bad:
daryl had stitches.
ah beng jon sprained his ankle.
nutella was left behind.
pringles was forgotten.
mel fell.
anthony felt bad.

his place is SO MESSY can.
muffin is just SO DARN ADORABLE though she stinks a lil'. HA!
she looks as if she's wearing a layer of kintted wool with wool balls as her tail and hair.

been travelling ALOT today.
damm tired.
am in an unsound state of mind.