Saturday, January 22, 2005

watched pretty women tonnes of times, but still it never fails to make me feel that..
romantic, tinkling, oh-so-sweet sensation..
the opera take in the show reminded me of The Phamtom Of The Opera...
i still want that soundtrack!!

didnt know why but kept tearing..
sigh.. had a lot on my mind.
lalala..
am looking forward to tmr.. hee... >,<

this song off pretty woman is just so jazzy and nice..
*melts
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i can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
i can't believe how i have fallen for you.
and i was not looking, was content to remain.
and it's ironic to be back in the game.

you are the one who's led me to the sun.
how could i know that i was lost without you...

and i want to tell you, you control my rain..
and you should know that you are life in my veins.

you are the one who's led me to the sun.
how could i know that i was lost without you...

i can't believe it, you're a dream comin' true.
i can't believe how i have fallen for you.

and i was not looking, was content to remain.
and it's erotic to be back in the game.

----lauren wood-fallen----

Friday, January 21, 2005

was super-duper tired yday.
jans came! was parading her around.. and teased the irritatant.. muahaha..
pulled for the team when we were against the staff from SA office and the SAF.. YAY!
saw my dose of happiness and strength.. but didnt manage to finish my sets, cause we were a little slow.
FCUK.
am intimidated, so strong, damm..
and jil: i wasnt unhappy yday! i was just really tired and aching everywhere..
mummy was nice, massaged my back for me last night, it was soothing..

wrestled with jans in the morning.. haha! it's been a long time since we last did that.
took lots of pictures too.. then jerad came and join us.. haha..
bit his ass.. HAH! he's got a cute butt.. i'ts just too irresistable. >.<>*hugs
oh.. thanks mel! she's so sweet, she borrowed a book on how to get lean hips and thin thighs cause i kept complaining bout them, she also lend me her switchfoot album, which is simply nice! thanks!


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these words are my own
they're from my heart
i love you, i love you,
that's all i got to say,
can't think of a better way
and that's all i got to say
i love you, is that okay...

----natasha bedingfield-these words----









soon i'm gonna miss seeing you...

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

nubree i isms uoy!!
ishg...

htis si hte rta fo iberjbirsm

alrighty.. days without internet was suffocating..

monday:
oh i remembered!! i had a bad morning.. yes! first the cabby uncle, then my forgetfulness, then the door... anyway wanted to train, wanted to see him, but decided to prepare for my debate and jo asked me to do up the notice board.. so went to the library.. heh.. was looking for inspirations..

started drawing the dragon after dinner, it's not really nice though.. cause of the black paint.. it took me from 8 plus 9 till 1140.. i then realised how much i miss spending time at home, doing work and not hoggin onto the computer...

tuesday:
went to do the notice board.. and was feeling so darn tired from the previous day. looked like the living dead.. haha. luckily hid was there to help me.. otherwise i'll just be so helpless.. haha.. and now i know how to open up the sliding panel.. hehe.. then helped jo to set up the booth.. she was being so playful.. ass..

ben came.. heh.. missed him.. muahaha.. then he asked me to set the pace for running the first time!! but didnt really ran any faster.. wanted to keep the girls together.. i prefer running around the school rather than the track.. track is like so dead?

did pool rowing.. for the first time, it wasnt that bad. haha. knee was cracking up that day.. geez.. it was like aching damm badly. lucky for the aromatherapy baggie i have. >_<

wednesday:
was reluctant to wake up early to meet the girls for breakfast.. but did in the end.. heh. dad drove mummy and me to work and school.. *smiles during the journey, told mummy that the girls wanna go to the zoo on my birthday, then mummy said on the 6th? then i was like, daddy! when's my birthday? then he said 6th.. then i ask which month? feb? march? muahaha..

so i ask him again, how old am i going to be?! he said sweet 18.. and he stroke my hair.. i replied NO! i'm going to be.. shant tell.. muahaha.. then he said something so sweet.. 'you're forever sweet 18.' hee.. it was just so fun this morning.. chatting away with them.. haha..

had a great laugh.. bout the 'cute' thingy, mummy said that she's gonna invite her colleagues home.. some ns boys and stuff.. i was like -_-', make sure they're out when i'm home.. haha. anyway i'll be having attachment.. mummy asked me this questions 'why arent there any guys who go after me'.. i replied 'they're intimidated by me, and anyway, they're either fit but short, or tall and not fit.. so i said that he was right for me! HAHAHAHA! mummy laughed too..

i'm just full of smiles this morning..
the guy from mac's, yongxiang, he made my day..
he was being so cuckoo.. haha..
had hotcakes with sausage with hid!!
it's been a long time since i've eaten at mac's..
it was such a hearty breakfast..
yay! cause i got to see him.. hehehehe..

am feeling physically drained..
cause of the countless tug of wars, climbing of the rock wall, laughters and smiles...
dennis is such a disturbant.. HA!
need to do ushering duty tmr.. shitty.. rather be at the db booth cheering my team on during tug of wars, laughing with them, disturbing them..
and being cuckoo together.. haha..
trg tmr.. wondering how am i gonna survive it. heh.

oh gingerbread man came today! he looked so different.. according to hid, this is what he has for me: 'tell your friend jas gate vaults aren't that scary. fear is just a mindkiller. get over it and flow.'

jill: take your time, you do not have to rush into it or anything.. just look at me! been fond of him since year 2.. haha. and am still.. am just happy that he treats me indifferently and that i'm able to shower my care and concern.. =p

Monday, January 17, 2005

yesterday's jam was unpleasant...

just out of the sudden, bass commented that our song is boring and monotonous. and after i asked him about it. it's only his part.. ....
fcuk.
and mr malsteen said that i needed to change my way of singing the verse, yet he dont know what is it about it i should change.
fcuk.
was feeling so stress and de-moralised.. pouted more than ever...
after so many session you JUST REALISE IT?!
sigh.. i was on the verge to tearing.. damm i'm such a weakling..
fcuk.
the comments they give are so, stagnant.. like 'it's boring', or 'something is wrong' and they dont elaborate them. and just leave them hanging... and i'm suppose to psychic and know what's wrong?!

was feeling emo throughout the session, till we jammed 'only one'.
i've got lots of confidence singing to that song, heh..
some mats were watching us jam through the screen..
i got so embarassed... when we finished, they were outside the studio.. and i hid behind mr ray.. muahahaha.. went out till they left.
they talked to ah bung body.. turns out they were asking whether i was malay a not.. -_-"
and they .. muahahaha.. complimented me? muahaha. said that my vocals wasnt bad for a girl.
shitty heads..
ah bung body is nice, he suggested to use more hmm.. sophisticated lyrics to make the song nicer.. and he doesnt like just give a stagnant comment and that's it.
my ray too, he gives suggestion on how to drag my voice and stuff.. but he's getting a little lethargic these days during jams..

told ya sg is gonna win! YAY!
though i'm not really a football fan.
am proud to be a singaporean though not in favour to some of our culture.

was so tempted to go online last night, but decided to prepare my debate for next week. it's 'does schziophrenia a biological disorder?' am on the proposition team.. dont really like doing debates. ha. end up arguing instead? muahaha
in the end, switch on the com, wanted to find definitions for some words. BUT there was something wrong with the connection..
it's all meant to be i guess...
sigh..

left shoulder is little achy. and i kept bumping it when i'm walking through doors and stuff.. fcuk. still considering whether i shld run, cause of the weather and imy knee still feels uncomfortable.