Saturday, January 08, 2005

caught a cold! having sneeze attack every now and then.. and i cant breathe!! nose is blocked.
shucks..

accompained mummy to robinsons before heading for trg.. heh.. mummy asked me to look around for chinese new year's clothing already.. think i wanna go retro this year! haha.
damm.. the polka dot dress that i really adore.. only has M now.. shitty... if it wasnt for my thigh area.. i would've gotten it already... argh!!
so now i'm looking for either a shocking pink flare skirt or a polka dot one.. just like the one ashlee simpson wore for her 'pieces of me' video..

there were lots of new girls today!! so happy.. we've got one full big boat and a baby boat... all was fine, till it starting to rain.. but it wasnt so bad, cause we were rowing, but after we got onto the shore.. i shivered like hell.. jill was so sweet, she covered me.. ha.. but actually kylie was helpin us block the wind.. HA! thanks!

rowed with the guys.. was the last rower.. the seat sucked.. cause my legs are too long... hahaha.. so yeah.. kept hitting my LEFT KNEE! but it was okay after a few adjustments.. ah beng jonathan is forever seating in front of me.. heh.. then went down with munting to fill the boat up for the juniors.. and we did strokes.. haha..

so irritated with you! idiotic ass..

oh yeah.. chipmunk was being so lame.. when we were boarding the baby boat.. suddenly he went to the side and call out to ben 'ben! today very cold hor.' then i was like shut up.. ben heard.. and he ignore chipmunk! muahahahahaha.. i'm evil. *grins loathe him to the core..

mel: we all make mistakes and we're not perfect.. so there's always room for improvement yeah.. i'm not always right either.. at least you cleared your doubt now k..

i dont know whether he'll be reading this but, to joseph(jo's bro ): sorry for making fun of you just now.. didnt mean it yeah! peace! >_<

db babes (mel, jill, esther, viv): sorry girls, i left without telling, needed to go back home to have dinner and it was running really late! next time yeah!!

was packing my table.. HA! but had a sneeze attack.. so needed to stop.. i think i just need rest.........


oh ya.. i wanna cut my hair! *ponders

got to make this short and sweet..

-trained today with za, dips, more push-ups, weights
-met mummy and hairy monster today.. ate and shopped
-tired..
-yay! he remembered!!
-so sweet..
-uploaded pics..
-sea-trg tmr! YAY!!!
-hairy monster is buggin me to dig his ear... -_-'

Friday, January 07, 2005

hid... the vid at the side is dedicated for you!! heh.. but so sad your sound card spoil.. so listen to it in school yeah! >_<

passing time now...
meeting jo at 1330 to do weights.. didnt managed to finish my sets yesterday.. damm, feel that my running sucks now.. cant really speed up during the last lap.. geez.. they're improving so much.. and yes jo, i guess what you said it's true, we cant show them that we feel it.. i'll just need to run on my own every other day...

will see the doc when i get my pay.. HA! yup.. and you peeps be my withness yeah! maybe i'll go see dr jeffery tan, he gave me his name card.. but think it'll cost a bomb? cause he's a specialist.. we'll see how again...

am glad a lot of newbies turn up today.. some looked stress, some looked worried, some were very conscious about themselves... well i understand that.. for i was once like them.. had low self-confident.. still sometimes now... but when you put in the effort and your determination, you'll be rewarded with results.... you'll be amaze by how many chin-ups you could do, how fast you could run, how strong you could be.. and you'll never know it until you try and push youself..

mummy's not working today.. shall go home and spend time with her when i'm done with weights... miss home.. YAY! there's sea-rowing tmr.. cant wait for that..












miss glancing at him since i cant anymore....

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

woke up late...
needed the sleep.. training really drained me out yesterday i guess..
am aching today! for the first time.. usually it's like 2 days after.. oh wells..
and yes, sustained abrasion at the sacrum area again.. always get it when ever we do a lot of sit ups..
need to put padding there tmr..
fen said i needed rest badly.. cause i've got dark circles under and on my eye-lids!
sorry peeps if i was like moody today.. am just tired...
i hate to say this but finally the recruitment drvie is over! YAY!
was tempted to go to town with the rest of the db babes.. wanted to chop off my hair.. oh wells.. was too tired..
while waiting for jo, adeline, jane, po chun and junwen was playing volleyball.. reu was the commentator.. for the first time he's so noisy and cuckoo.. eh.. but to think again.. he's always cuckoo.. HA! tried to fight with ah beng jonathan.. then reu was teasing me through the loud-haler, went to give him a taste of my deadly pinches instead.. HA! he was crying out 'may day, may day!' then he press onto some button then this irritating high pitch sound pierced my tampanic membrane... ass...
and yes to you.. not everything is nice and cute..
stayed back to help jo with stuff.. was sad after accidentally hearing bout some stuff..
do take care ok.. if you need anything, even like venting anger.. come to me ok.. i always be here...
suppose to run.. but i had super late lunch.. HA! what an excuse jazz! shall pay back on sat..
called lots of girls, who were recruited.. some of them just argh! pissed me off.. shitty heads...
okays... sleep peeps...

am feeling so emo, paranoid and pissed....

slept during chia chin chin's lecture.. she was boring me.. and i was tired?
trg is stepping up.. haven't done 100+ push-ups and sit-ups for a long time...
it was straining but heh.. when we're doing statics with the guys.. i feel POWERFUL..
we did pool rowing.. luckily ben did like warm up first.. otherwise i would just die. and i feel that my pool rowing sucks now. shit.
hopefully we have sea-training this sat!! i really miss it loads... the sea, the sun, the boat, warm-ups to the bridge and back, the encouragment we give each other in the boat, when the boat feels as if it's 'flying', peeping across the guys' boat during water break.. i miss it all...
went for dinner.. felt discriminated.. there were so many guys and only 3 of us?
lalalalalalalalalala...... yes, i didnt do what i wanted to do... i ate my words up... but how could i? it was so inappropriate..
argh!! shuddup jazz.
and yes.. to the-one-who-poured-cooking-oil-on-my-front-door, i curse you, you almost caused me to fall.. you bloody asshole.. fcuk off! you better dont let me catch you.. i'll hit your balls out!!
















emotionless asshole.....

Monday, January 03, 2005

in lovingly memory of uncle richard fong

always see him and his son during family gatherings, granny dinner's and well his nieces' and nephews' wedding dinner too... i dont really know him well.. just that he's cheeful and friendly.. always smiling.. cause he's a distance relative.. so yeah.. and cause the adults click together, and the kids click together.. his son is so cute and obedient.. whenever his dad whistle to him, he'll immediately return to his side...

he volunteered to drive up together with others to thailand, to deliver supplies to help the causualties... then something tragic happened.. the land rover he was driving overturned.. and unfortunately he died.. i just feel so sad when i think about his ten year old son, and when i saw the news just now, i couldnt help it..

it's all fated?.....

listening to ashlee makes me feel better..
what i've done seem so surreal.. well WHATEVER!!

hid: thank you so much.. for trying to cheer me up.. and i did! heh.. and besides i can keep myself busy with school work now!
mr ray: thank you for your advice and company.. really appreciate it..

chatted with jo in the morning.. haha.. had a great laugh, and i told her all about him, how i first started going crazy over him, how high i was everytime i saw him? how i reacted the first time he danced around me, the first time he hugged me, how i stalked him.. (it was a minor one.. hehe..) how i sneak around to see him perform without him finding out... muahaha.. maybe the signs and symptoms dont show anymore... but one thing for sure is that i'm still shy around him.

we weren't really on form today during jamming..
mr ray said that his drum-sticks' bag was jinxed..
that's why! ha! but our song was getting better and better!!
played pool after that.. after 1 round of warm-up heh.. mr ray and i trash the rest!
had to leave for glenn's place.. having sec sch gathering...

was nice to see the guys again.. carol, ting, glenn, prepared dinner? heh..
it was nice.. then we kept taking pictures!! haha.. justin tried to lift me off the ground! gosh.. that cheeky ass...
then i screamed at him.. then he was like serious, and he kept poking me instead..
still remember the gathering at his house the other time.. we danced in the pool.. how nice.. HA!
jarrett is still looking cute and nerdy as ever..

sch's at 8 am tmr.. and i'm still here.. well i needed to read what he wrote.. yeap..

i teared...
at the beginning of the song..