Friday, December 10, 2004

the four of us went out!! after a longggggggGGGGGGGGGgg time!!
hai, hid, es and i went for lunch at sakura.. it's been a bloody long time! since the four of us went out together.. sigh.. one person was missing.. jo! she needed to stay home so she can go to the chalet tmr.. so she's forgiven.. heheh.. then we went watson's? helped es carried she basket.. and she said she felt as if i'm lik her daughter carrying stuff for her.. -_-' haha.. had fun there.. bought this shower gel hid recommended cause the bottle was so darn cute!!! ha! her's was gotcha girls? mine was funky farm.. haha.. the cow, piggy prints were so adorable...

was feeling really lethargic today.. wasnt in the mood for trg.. but after running.. the vibe came! yay! was so stressed when ben said we were doing pool rowing today.. gosh! i do miss rowing.. but in the sea!! i dread pool rowing lots.. and ben had to video our strokes today... my timing was out most of the time? if not i'll accidentally hit my knee with the paddle.. there was this once, my hand lost grip and thank god my non-rowing hand was still holding onto the paddle.. otherwise.. i dont even wanna think about it..

oh yeah.. reubs said he notice my running techniques and he said i shld kick more forward.. so your leg is more / than then the inpact is distributed better throughout the leg and ankle.. cause landing makes your knee bend more upon impact, making it absorb more impact.. / landing can let you straighten your leg more and roll off the balls of your feet rather than stomp......

so yes.. i must glide more!! okies.. will try doing it.. though it sounds confusing..
was a little high just now!! heh... hahaha.. okies.. am going cuckoo... only jo and hid knows why.. >_<
db chalet is tmr!! yay! havent pack my stuff yet.. heh.. but i know i'm suppose to bring a deck of cards.. ha.. that's all..

bro's going ns tmr!! sigh.. i'll miss him.. but definately not when i'm eating, sleeping and watching tv.. when i'm eating.. he'll pick on my food.. when i'm sleeping.. he'll try to scare me.. and take pics of me when i'm asleep.. and when i'm watching tv, he'll change the channels to his own delight.. he's irritating but i love him nonetheless... ha! going to send him off tmr.. he's going to commando.. i do hope that they make him suffer in there.. so that he'll ran faster than me in near future.. he'll have solid chest.. so that i wont tease that he has 'nei nei'.. and he'll have a toner and flat tummy.. haha so that i can be truly proud of him... >_<

Thursday, December 09, 2004

--- says:
u wore eye liner today right
j a z z says:
i always wear.. or does it look more obvious today? cause my dark circles are darker too? ha.. think cause i slept late last nite..
--- says:
oic..
--- says:
maybe too dark
--- says:
hehe
--- says:
hmm.. if i could remember.. the first time i saw ya.. tot ya was without eye liner..
--- says:
some gurls look better without make ups ..
j a z z says:
yeah some..
j a z z says:
ha
--- says:
maybe u look much natural without it
j a z z says:
maybe..
j a z z says:
oh wells let's not talk bout this anymore..

pissed me off.. in a way.. i like the way my eyes are high-lighted when i wear eye-liner.. but some foolish ones will say that i didnt have enough sleep... argh.. and it's not as if i apply such thich layers of make -up till u can scrap it off with your fingernails... but yes it's best not to use anything thing at all!! ... whatever..

anyway.. yes.. jo said that i gained weight!! cause she cant lift me up anymore!!! sadd-ed but nini could..*stunned.. it was the most amazing thing?! she's so fit.. have always adore her legs.. heh.. gosh i sound like 'may' the girl who wanted the perfect friend and so she went to amputate different body parts from differ people and sew them together.. ha.. psycho..

hmm.. daddy is supposedly watching tv.. but.. i hear snores instead.. ha!! shall go disturb him.. he's wasting electricity!! >_<>

so let's get started.. went jamming today at round's house.. played 'only one'.. then tried to come up with tunes to my song.. but to no avail.. we were stuck after some progression.. then bass and round2 decided to switch roles.. then suddenly out of the blue.. bass, round2 and slash were playing a tune.. and i started singing.. using lyrics that just came on my mind.. and voila! a song is written! heh...

met hid, went to town.. heh.. visited shino.. a pk guy.. then left for heeren... yes again.. wanted to go tease mel and jill.. heh.. saw mel's crush! haha.. well.. cool.. then YES went to flashnsplash.. saw my ever adorable 'drug-addict-cute-guy' i'm so dead.. he knows i just know it.. shucks.. so what? haha.. wanted to smile at him, after i left the shop.. hahah..

then we went to hai's place to visit her.. she was feeling stress and all bout her attachment.. the least we could do was to yeap.. spent time with her.. she and hid taught me how to blade today!! although most of the time i was holding to them real tightly!! haha.. slack by the beach for a while before heading back.. still cant believe i went to ecp today... segmanat! heh..

oh yeah.. today i asked hid to explain what does vividly means.. cause i got it mixed up with vaguely.. then she made this sentence ' i remember vividly the day *e*b* hug me!' haha.. that cuckoo.. but that sentence left a smile on my face for quite sometime.. sigh.......

omg.. i just asked my sis to wake my daddy and ask him to go back to his room and sleep.. then she said 'daddy is sleeping UPSTAIRS in HIS ROOM'

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

think i'm back into playing ps2 since i'm jobless at the moment!!! jill is so nice, said she'll help me ask if there's still vacancy at nydc, heeren... heh.. if i get a job there, i'll get to see my 'drug-addict-cute-guy' everyday!!!

hid and i went there 2 days in a row!! fri and sat, he chopped off his hair.. and it looks nice.. cause it's black! i just think black hair rocks, even though many a time there's the thought of dye-ing it.. heh...
anyway on sat, we went into flash n splash thrice! and i so think that he knows that i also go there to catcha glimpse of him!!! shucks.. so what!?!!? ha.. okies.. going cuckoo..

oh yeah.. so i played suikoden 3 today.. heh.. completed chris' story... was suppose to meet hid to pk.. but got too engross into the game.. sorry hid!

was really excited and glad to be trg again!!! saw jo, got super high!! heh.. gave her a hu-mon-gous hug!! esther and hai didnt come... missed them loads... if not the 5 of us will create maddness.. eh no.. the 4 of them.. haha
played 'power base' to get things started... then did weights! luckily had extra trg before... otherwise i think i'll die lifting 7.5 kg... and ya.. i think i do my sit-ups too slowly.. in terms of circuit.. damm.. am always the last one to finish.. the cheerleaders were practising their dance moves just now.. so was a little high when doing weights.. ha!

db chalet cum bbq is this fri and sat!! heh... oh shucks... think i gotta leave the chalet on sat morning to go jamming.. anyway jamming tmr! yay! heh.. going to round2's hse.. and maybe dropping of hid's to disturb her.. hahahah...

well.. she's so HIGH now.. heh.. ;p and i'm so cheeky now in a way.. love disturbing guys who're so cuckoo.. hahah.. hid you know who i'm talking about right?? heh... secret okies... heh..

i fantasize too much i guess... and in my world.. everything is near perfection.. yes.. near.. if everything were to be perfect.. i think i wouldnt treasure and apprepriate it as much i would when it's not...
ok.. confusing? ha...

left shoulder is aching.. think i strain too much... but still cant wait to go back for trg tmr...
am putting on weight as i type.. ha! need to run more moRE MORE!!!

was suppose to go tanning today.. and learn how to cycle? but the weatherman is so mean today!! showers all over our sunny island!...
watched dvd instead.. 'the texas chainsaw massacre' gruesome... but i love it! ha.. am a psycho-killer movie addict... wanna catch 'saw'! if anyone would like to join me.. tag!

cant wait for shivy to come back on thurs.. think i'll keep looking out my window and await her arrival.. ha! miss her loads.. miss our canal-crappin sessions..

wanna get a job at topshop... but they wanted full-timers! there goes my plan... wanted to get a job to keep me accompanied for this hols.. shall see the papers tmr...

damm.. am tired.. going to crash on my soft, comfy bed of pillows...
nitey peeps...... candy dreams.. >_<