Thursday, November 11, 2004

attachment so far was fun, boring, and well... heart-warming... it's nice to know that the slightest thing i do, is very much appreciated by my patients... though i might be doing what a staff nurse is suppose to do, even doing the assistant nurse job is fulfilling to me... cause the main thing a nurse in general must do is bed side care... so what if i can write the best reports, and be the most efficient nurse when my bed side care gets neglected? and i cant help the patient to get well? always dread paper work....

push myself alot during running today i think... till my right knee hurts a little.. damm... but it felt good that the guys didnt manage to over take us.. ha.. hate to be label as the weaker sex i guesss... but yes.. i know they are stronger no matter what...

i felt her grief and pain for a moment.. eyes were watery but still managed to hold it back... reminded me of granny... how young was i then, not knowing how much it really hurts... till i saw auntie broke down when granny's cofffin and body was being pushed into that monstrous fire... then i couldnt hold back anymore... tears just kept pouring.... was a little frusrated.. that i didnt do anything... i only send her msgs.. that's all i did... i could have done more... but why is it always that we regret till the last minute? damm...

sigh.................

Sunday, November 07, 2004

gonna sleep soon right after i write my objectives for my attachment.... ;p nervous for tmr.. but jazz if you can survive 3 days of continuous trg, u can survive a month af attachment!!!
yes i can!
trg today was awesome! in compared to yesterday's.. but i'm damm tired.. how to recover your muscles faster? more sleep? hmm..
cut, trim, layered, and improvised sis hair... it's more funky now eh!?!? hehee she's lovin it!! might be trg tmr with jo cause i cant make it for tues!! sorry babes.. but it's a vaild reason.. hopefully we'll get our singlets soon... cant wait.. okies gtg.. nites peeps.. candy dreams.. >_<

janz and jazz (notice the colour difference? ;p) 

sis hair: front view 

sis hair: back view 

sis hair: side view 

sis hair: side view