Saturday, October 23, 2004

had a goooOOOdilious sleep!! ha!
oh wells... slept bout 12 last nite... decided to wake up at 6 to study.. end up waking up at 3 plus to study.. till bout 6.. then went back to sleep.. till now!
it was fun.. especially it's just me and my books.. okies.. am crazed...
gonna eat and start muggin' again...
peace world! >_<

Thursday, October 21, 2004

at the com lab with feng now.. ha.. havin' break from 3-4?
so decided to blog for fun.. was showin her pics.. of my previous entires.. haha..
goin to get sher's prez later... hmmz.. dont know what to get? but we'll figure something one... ha.. oh.. met denis/ben/kor just now.. it's just weird for me to call him kor? ha.. met him for hugs! nice* del and adriano was there.. adraino never fails to perk me up with his 'hi jazz' thingy.. though it can be annoying smths.. oh wells.. am used to it already... @_<

blogged yesterday but the internet connection got cuckoo again!!
was saying that i feel really comfortable with feng.. she's so nice and sweet.. and ha! she influenced me to do mind-mappin'!! heh.. thanks jo for the pens!

today.. well deprevied from sleep, studied till 1 last nite.. woke up at 7.30? and was a lil' late for lect still.. hee... mdm ho was so sweet today.. she bought a bunch little stuff for the class... then she did a 'lucky dip' thingy, and to be fair she took for us.. she called out my no. first.. and picked a lemon lip ice for me.. i love it so much.. (like duh.. the fact that it's yellow!) ha.. went for physio... knee is getting better... as long as i continue to do my exercises... studied with feng for a while before she went off for bible studies... and i.. to the clubroom.. reached there bout 5? realise that no one was there! then poof* sharon came in.. ha.. chatted with her bout her previous postings and stuff.. cause i'm a lil' stress out with my upcoming attachments.. cause it'll be at the a.n.e department and o.t. she's nice.. she reassured me and stuff... hee..
not a lot of peeps turned up for trg.. anyway.. always loved pacing with hid.. cause she'll run faster.. and i'll run faster.. so we'll keep pushing each other? ha.. FUN! we did 15 chin-ups today instead of 12.. am proud that i could finish my sets.. yay!
okies... suppose to be muggin' now..

feng, me, diana, ifah, chel 

lemon lip ice! 

Monday, October 18, 2004

i want my long fringe back! or at least longer bangs!!

i'm just so freakin' pissed with you now...
please.. stop showing concern to us, only when you're free to do it..
dont try to control us when now that we've grown older... it's useless... where were you when i truly needed a dad? or maybe i never did need... cause mummy was always here...
i'm just so fuckin' pissed with myself.. cause when this anger inside me is gone... i'll regret what i type? or would i? but it's true that he wants to control me now only when he's in the mood.......
please dont.. i just feel so cold and distant from him.. he like to think that he's never wrong.. when he always comment that i'm the stubborn one... jerad is another irritating bro i'll ever have.. he's so different from us, when we were young.. we weren't so... well nvm.. sometimes i feel that i dont know how to love them anymore...
or is it just that loving them is a different kind of love?

mummy shopped alot yesterday.. ha.. crazed.. followed her ard.. it was nice.. but damm tiring when we got home...

didnt really met up to ben's expectation today..
sigh* oh wells.. suppose to be mugging books.. but.. yeah.. didnt.. napped a while? ha.. what a surprise eh.. i'm addicted to the new mentos 'lime mint'.. just finished one tube in one shot.. yes.. it's unhealthy.. please dont let me find it.. ha...
okies.. shall pig out now..

nitez world.