Saturday, October 09, 2004

cldnt slept last nite!!
my goodness.. was stress over the IMH thingy..
and yeah.. didnt manage to sleep well..
anyway dad drove me there... i was pretty scared at first cause it was my first time?
then b4 we went up to the wards, ms chan was like saying, be careful of this tall guy, he may seem friendly and stuff but he's a lil' 'chee ko pei'.. *worried
then she added, there's this one patient whois restraint, so just take his screaming as a passing remark.. *eyes open wide
it was only secs after that we were in the ward already.. some uncles came over to the glass door to peep and smiled..
it didnt turn out that bad afterall!
2 things i know is that they love to sing, and they love to eat biscuits... ha
uncle ivan is a very good singer.. and he's so cute! ha.. and this other uncle who sat beside me.. he told me he's in there for 11 years already.. so sad.. i could see tears in his eyes..
oh there's another thing about them.. they keep their enviorment really clean, though they have poor hygiene.. they pick up all the litters and throw, irregardless it's their's or wat..
oh when we danced, the tall guy wanted me to danced with him!!! i was very scared, and i grab another uncle.. hahaha..

then went esplanade for band's meeting.. talked, crapped, discussed, finallized? not yet i guess.. maybe tmr at irfan's sis's wedding.. ha
told them i'll be more confident to sing compared to playing..
so they decided to make me the vocalist..
will put in my best effort.. i wont let u all down!

ok.. ok.. i know i need to sleep..
nitez world..

Friday, October 08, 2004

damm.. com's internet connection is screwed up again..
and in order to get it working again, i've got to dig's bro ears. was pretty tired last nite, so didnt. ha. and bro's actually allergic to asprin.. poor him, his eyes swelled like strawberries.. muahahaha *evil laugh*
arms hurt more than ever today, my body reaction is so slow..
it aches 2 days after...
going to IMH tmr for volunteer work, hope that it'll be fun, and safe.

Thursday, October 07, 2004

what is the distance for the route we run ard the sch?
2.4km? if so, then yesterday mel and i completed 5.2km in 23 mins?
or maybe not?
my right hamstring hurt when i sprinted yesterday.. damm
think i pulled it the other day when we were doing circuits..
nini said i'm suppose to rest it.. otherwise it'll tense up then tear.
...
should have use 1 bar for chin-ups, didnt had enough time to recover..
my fore arms were like popeye's after that? ha..
has a lil' disappointed with myself when doing weights..
oh well...
running cheered me up. =p
the quiz ben gave was heh.. okay.. haha..
just in case i didnt do well..
am really tired today.
feeling the aches.. yeah! masochism...

jo: if u're reading this before 5, dont think i'm joining you to row today. heh.. next tues maybe?

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

i guess it's just normal for guys not to remember every little detail as a girl would. unless that guy is very much in love with the girl. but not for the girls. every little thing you did, do, or say, it'll leave an impact on the girl who likes you.. it's scary but it's true.
if you move away i'll understand.
i'm crappin'.
shall go to bed now..

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

now i can finally blog!
yeap.. beg bro to fixed it.. had to treat him like 'god'
he was 'fighting' with jans literally..

anyway, sunday's trg to me was not that bad.
got to be the pacer for running.. hee.. so didnt lagged behind, running at the back seems to be a bit of a chore. but i guess it impreoves my running?
rowed in the baby boat. loved it. i know it's wrong to follow the timing of my side.. but i like to pace with meixuan. i feel powerful. ha. okies. shall stop it and follow the front..
we kinda made jo upset.. and i think it was right of her to punish us, we cant take things for granted and definately cant be irresopnsible. well as za said, action speaks louder than words. shall see tmr. quiz is tmr too! shall go through it again.

monday:
ended classes early, went bishan to watch 'art of the devil' with feng, fah, zuuz and yat.
ha.. it was fun! the story though was sad, rather than scary and frightening... had always been curious bout witchcraft... neyways, met hid to train.. ran with ben aka kor? ha.. not use to calling anyone else kor except my very own. anyway, ran 6 rounds with him and did chin-ups too.. he's fun! ha.. always backing me up? then did weights with hid, pk a lil', got another bruise..
damm. i'm so vulnerable to them.

today:
went to sch today though i had no lessons. went to watch kenny and reubs play. eliel didnt got selected.. the theme was romantic classics.. it was lovely.. though i thought last year's programme booklet was better? haha.. didnt tear this year.. almost. eyes only got watery. =p dont know why but i couldnt stop smilling after the concert? ben ask me why.. i also dont know?
sometimes i feel that i shldnt acknowledge that fact that i can play.. cause i'm ashame of myself? i dont know... yes it's practice, practice, practice... but.. sigh..
finally watched 'passion of the christ' i was sad.. and i was filled with hmm.. anguish? it's so sad how cruel men could be... esp the whipping and slashing part.. i saw the flesh rip out of him. and his mother cleaned up after that. and the part he was crucify... that was a horrible and saddening scene..

so this is the way that i say i need you..
this is the way...
this is the way...

In ancient Greece, scholar and intellectual, Dr. Socrates was reputed to hold knowledge in high esteem. One day an acquaintance met the great philosopher and said, "Do you know what I just heard about one of your friend?" "Hold on a minute," Dr. Socrates replied. "Before telling me anything I'd like you to pass a little test. It's called the Triple Filter Test." "Triple filter?" asked the man. "That's right," Dr. Socrates continued. "Before you talk to me about my friend, it might be a good idea to take a moment and filter what you're going to say. That's why I call it the triple filter test.
The first Filter is Truth. "Have you made absolutely sure that what you are about to tell me is true?" "No," the man said, "actually I just heard about it and wanted to tell it to you" "All right," said Socrates. "So you don't really know if it's true or not. Now let's try the second filter, the Filter of Goodness. "Is what you are about to tell me about my friend something good?" "No, on the contrary, it is bad " "So," Socrates continued, "you want to tell me something bad about him, but you're not certain it's true. You may still pass the test though, because there's one filter left : the Filter of Usefulness." "Is what you want to tell me about my friend going to be useful to me?" "No, not really." Replied the man. " Well," concluded Dr. Socrates, "if what you want to tell me is neither true, nor good, and nor even useful to me, why tell it to me at all ."
A Passing Thought: An arrow which has left the bow and killed an innocent soul, and a spoken-word which has come out of your mouth and hurt someone's heart, both can never be recalled. So before you speak, please use the triple filter.