Thursday, August 19, 2004

i played some notes wrongly yesterday. : l
was pretty upset when someone commented that i was 'jiat lat'

anyway trg went fine yesterday until i realise that i had to be the pacer during pool cause haida and za wasnt there!! was pretty stress.. but hid guided my along. so thanks hid!
left early, had to rush home to finish up my presentation for today. there's so much to do yet so little time?

there's jamming again today. the last one before the big gig on sat. i'm even more worried bout that. my hands were trembling when i played yesterday. *pouts*

i can overcome this.
i can.
i will.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

if i could have one wish tonight
i'd wish upon a satellite
to bring me back to you
bring me back to you
we spend our whole lives searching for
all the things we think we want
and never really knowing what we have

---- ataris - the night the lights went out in nyc ----

i'm tired.. and i'm so bruised all over. geez.
tmr's the day but i'm more worried bout my psycho presentation rather than tmr's performance.
cause anyway my role tmr is little. so yeah.. am more worried bout what i'm suppose to do when i'm not playing. i cant sing. my voice is still.. sigh. i doubt on sat my voice will be restored to normal.
there's so much to do yet so little time.
argh!
just feeling so pissed with myself.

my lessons are starting in bout 10 mins time? and i still dont know which cbt to look through.
ms leong is so gonna get upset again.
still am in slack mode.
geez... i'm worried bout what's more to come.
and tmr is the day, my band's gonna perform... it's at the k block peeps. go check it out yeah. bout 5 plus? shall update again. then sat @ nus. i'm excited yet afraid.

afraid that i'll screw up my notes.
afraid that i wont get my vioce back in time.
afraid... just afraid.

Sunday, August 15, 2004

yixue just put a smile on my face. he's so funny.. haha.. cute to the max. =p

dream team 2005 says:
u lik jazz music?

- j a z z - this is me says:
not really.

- j a z z - this is me says:
but u know my name is jasmine

- j a z z - this is me says:
then they call me jazz

dream team 2005 says:
er....

- j a z z - this is me says:
hee

- j a z z - this is me says:
ya

- j a z z - this is me says:
sort of a nick thingy

- j a z z - this is me says:
hey wat's that look for?!!?

dream team 2005 says:
then my nick is yikes?

- j a z z - this is me says:
haha
__________________________

next part of our conversation:

- j a z z - this is me says:
oh u're saying i'm very ugly ah

- j a z z - this is me says:
hahaha

dream team 2005 says:
huh?

dream team 2005 says:
no lah

dream team 2005 says:
exotic look? angelina's lips..

dream team 2005 says:
hehe

- j a z z - this is me says:
huh?

dream team 2005 says:
angelina jolie..

- j a z z - this is me says:
hehehe

whahaha.. i just attended ashlee simpson's showcase. it was awesome! hid went with me again. am really tired but i need to finish up sch's stuff.
took pics with utt!! he's even more cuter in person. ashlee was really cool. her songs sound nicer live rather than on cd. i might get it. was so super close to getting chris's drumstick but zack that ass gave it to some bimbos. =l
RAY WAS TOO SLOW THAT'S WHY!
but made him shook hands with me. ha. made the bimbos jealous. haha.
i'm so evil. that's why i need to remind myself to be nice on my to do things? hahaha.

oh, fatin gave every member of the band their horoscope descriptions yesterday...
this is mine, btw i'm a water-bearer.. ;p

if you are in love with this woman of this zodiac, be prepared to be very happy or very sorry.
she is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. she is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.

not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she cannot find such person, so what. because she thinks she could do anything a man can do.
she is a leader, a real confident type.

she likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself.
because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that.
if she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

she likes a COOL guy who sometimes act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show her his confident.
she likes to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to have many men wanting her.
she is a daring type who could just do things differently from other people in her same society, she dares to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. if she breaks up with someone, she wont show any emotion even deep down inside; pain and agony.
not for long she will come back to be the cheery merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has 'faith' in the word 'love'.

she has more men friends than women, so do not be jealous if you date her.
she could be slightly jealous but she hates guys who get jealous.
she loves 'freedom' so before and after marriage, her freedom has to be the same.
she likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow. *grins*

she likes to be the one who is 'right', so if you argue with her, let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject.
she is a straight-forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will tell you straight to your face.
her love and relationship are always real, so if she say 'it's over' be prepared to leave, she is not testing you.

she is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by heself.
if she is with you when you get sick. she will certainly take care and look after you, even looking after you means 'small loan'.
do not keep secrets from her, she hates it and really can piss her badly.
when she is sad, be understanding.
when she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.

you will never get bore with this type of girl.
someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman.
she is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease.
do not let her talk alone, if you do, she will leave.

she has many type of jobs because she believes she can do whatever a man can do.
if you want her to work for you forget it.
when she is in love, she will leave her job in the day time just to see you, but not for long, she will go back to work seriously again.
prepare to live and love a 'working woman' thwn you will be okay.

if she is mad, find a shelter for the 'hurricane' is here! her bad temper will last very shorty though.
she is not a revenge type of person and will not think of 'pay back' time.
most people might think of her as 'one of a guy'; but in fact she is 100% woman.
she is easily hurt, so be nice with her.
if she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

i still cant believe i just returned home from the hoobastank concert at sentosa! it was fucking AWESOME! the crowd was damm happening and the band itself, hoobastank, were so hyped up and got the crowd going!!! they were full of raw energy and they were rockin' the whole place with their performance! definitely fantastic vocals, drumming, guitar skills and stage presence!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (extract from hid)
doug, dan. chris and markku... were infront of me just now! i just hated myself for not going through the lyrics before i went, cause i would be able to sing all the songs with them.
doug was really cool today. ha. wearing a shirt to perform at the beach of singapore? not a good idea. so it was mouth-watering when he took off his shirt. then me and hid took off ours too, were wearing bikini. *winks*
dan and markku were so freaking cute.. esp dan. sigh. my weakness again. 'ang mohs'
today was such a fanstatic day! firstly hid and i joined the graffiti competition, well i must say there were a few impressive ones. but they all did on hoobastank. so i gues due to our authenic-ness, if there's such a word. hid and i won 2nd!!! whahaha. got goodies from levis and mtv. i enjoyed myself so much today.
but if not for some peeps it wouldnt happen to me! so special thanks to hid, track guy and hid's teddy bear.