Thursday, August 12, 2004

shivy i miss you!! i hope you do visit here and read. ha.. i still wanna know bout ur engineering guy!! hee.. and i'm so sorry that i wasnt online the other night. bro was at home. and as usual. fasce stucked to the com. =p take care alright. i'll keep a lookout of your home.

wan taught me the dance steps today. was so fun! ha. jo past by to see it.. and thanks for the bananas!! =p was so embarassed. cant to perform on that day!! hee. the band's performing too. hopefully the meeting with the in-charges went well.

trg was.. well. i was kinda pissed during the push-ups. oh well.. stop it jazz. stop it. but i guess i have to admit that i'm really serious during trg and i really cannot tolerate people taking their time to get ready. it's just so irritating. maybe i being in sjab has nurtured me this way. st john's was tough. my instructors were really strict.. i dont regret it though. i'm thankful for my identiy i've found rather than some silly-spoilted-oh-i'm-so-pretty-ee-here-ee-there-bimbo. ha.

nini was in my grp today for weights. she kept 'cooling' me down. haha.. but i was cool myself. 'chey' all went well.. except we took a little longer? we ended really late today. had too many questions i guess..

it's so sad to see him like this. but its btn the both of them and well i could make him feel better by just walking beside him. as i said it's still up to you to decide which way you wanna go. thought that it was smart of reubs to play the 'clap clap, scissors, paper, stone' thingy... to make him smile again. jo and i cldnt stop laughing at them. ha.. washboard abs forming. *grins*

missyhid said that i shld publish what i had wrote. here's a lil' peek:

adrenaline rushes lingers all around me again
its been a while since i've felt like this
it feels great
it feels insane
...............................

ha. no more. shall consider again. *ponders*

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

i just finished my test.. it took only 15 mins. i did it quickly cause i was about to faint inside.
geez.. luckily my lecturer was nice too..
dont know why but somehow here i am sitting in the computer lab makes me better.
maybe it's the light and all. ha. had been in the darkness for whole yesterday.

i'm a sunshine girl! i need light! =p haha.

Monday, August 09, 2004

damm! i'm sick again... and it feels horrible!
puking is the worst sickness i fear. and i got it.. plus fever.
i think it must be something i ate after trg yesterday. argh!
slept over at qing's place. to celebrate iris's belated bday.
ryo's (qing's golden retriever) and pepper's (qing's cocker spanial) fur and smell could have killed me already. and ryo was huge! i was scared at first.. but later ending up loving him. ha.

but anyway i still feel so sickly.
now my stomach hurts.
and i'm having a practical test tmr.. dont know whether i can make it a not.
and i've got tonns of projects to be completed.
i'm so dead! .......

Sunday, August 08, 2004

yesterday, met jo, got prezzie for iris.. hee
ate, then later rushed to mac ritchie cause we were afraid that we missed reub's race.
we were like cuckoos there.. haha.. super blur..
reubs did his best. but it was hard.. cause i dont know what to do or say. i could only not show the face, and well support him. he did very well in hiding it too..
then got conned to bishan, ate and watched the village it was super nice.. ha.. though i was super scared at some parts. i even hmm. sort of jerked, and screamed at that part.

i woke up late today.. bout 0827.. when i finishing washing up and stuff.. i checked my phone to see if any newbies msged me.. instead reubs did! he got into the semi-finals! yeah! was so happy for him.. and this i would say is a second chance.. i know he'll do his best...
just finished bathing.. at jo's house now.. ha.. with the za, esther, elinn, munting. cause kallang is so packed. trg today, wasnt as progressive for most as jo said. except for hid jr. i pushed her alot? i'm so sorry.. ha.. but mun ting did say she improved a lot today.. so yeah. *smilez*
i feel that most of the juniors dont have the feeling of ours' that we had last time. i mean when i got to row with the seniors i was freaking happy!! and honoured. cause ben asked me to go to the big boat and row with the seniors. i dont feel that now in them.. and i guess we were more bonded then, and we supported and disciplined each other, that's how we got here..
it wasnt easy for us to get here too.. hopefully they'll understand that and put in more...