Saturday, July 24, 2004

i'm afraid of taking risk.. that's wat he said.. in a way i guess its true.. argh!! why am i such a coward for this kinda thing... cause i know the consequences? cause.. well maybe i'm just afraid to take chances and risk on some stuff..
 
anyway trg was fine today.. was a little pissed when we were doing sit-ups.. the guys could still giggle and talk? i cant wait for the real thing to start.. i want to feel achy again.. i want to feel tough again.. yes i know abrasions would appear again.. but six packs will be forming too!! ha.. crazed want to train up my upper body.. always feel weak when i see the rest of the girls lifting 5 kg as if it was nothing.. went home with kenny just now.. he's kinda cuckoo.. ha.. and well he's interested in _ _ _ _ haha.. he's of the same height and weight as me? but i dont believe it.. he's so bulky, fit that is.. i'm so... ha.. oh well.. i'm toned but well, still in a way saggy.. if not.. my bro wont call me jiggly-puff. that arse..
 
ben was so cuckoo today.. haha... during cool down.. i saw him exchange glances with jo.. and yeap.. suppose to throw the hands forward.. but wanted to stretch the head?... and cant stand the part where he asked us to bring big water bottles but not so big.. hahah.. it was hilarious..
 
my knee hurts.. damm.. and i dont know why.. tired..
 
 

Thursday, July 22, 2004

i just type a fucking long entry.. and it's all gone now!!! i'm just so pissed.. argh!!
 
as i was saying.. i love to embarass round2 when i'm out with him.. it's just so fun! ha.. watched mean girls with him.. teared at the end.. yeah yeah sappy jazzy.. but it's so true.. just that is was an exagarrated kind of the real world.. sigh.. 
i'm so not in the mood now.. cause i dont know whether he's upset by me.. and yeah.. that's all it takes to make me moody..
 
 
...........i'm sorry if i hurt you again...............

Sunday, July 18, 2004

typed a long entry but the stupid sever was down so i couldnt upload it..
and now i'm so lazy to type again..
 
ok jammed yesterday then went to baybeats.. managed to catch 3 performance.. cool! and i saw all kinda peeps there.. mats, minahs, skin heads, punkers, rockers... but yet they're not as cool as this band i saw.. they were my god.. cool to the max.. they're band name is kryogenix.. hahaha.. yes i'm crappin'
 
anyway today.. slacked at home.. almost went out but didnt. running dry.. so cant wait till sat.. ha.. too many projects and i'm so stress!!
 
we're gonna perform at nus soon.. stress..!! and we're still not confirmed bout our song list.. but anyway it's for the experience..
 
lalalalaal... i'm crappin'... i've gone bonkers..