Saturday, June 26, 2004

i just feel like crying and drowning in maroon 5's - she will be loved

met diana and glenn at wheellock place for breakfast cum lunch at sakae sushi... haha... seems like diana had lotsa fun in china... how i wish i went overseas for hols.. but i only have 2 weeks... sigh... it's better than none..
then met esther and haida... we shopped... and i mean shopped.. esp me... gosh... haven't spent money like that since ?? i dont know... anyway sch is starting soon so yeah.. haha... missed hid... its been a long time since 4 of us shopped and hang ard together... btw hid if u need anything... u know who to call yeah...

met the team for dinner... it's weird now that jeremy and hui is gone... miss their crappiness already.. had fun eating, drinking... haha... and taking pictures!! i'm such a fanatic now... haha... reubs sat behind me... and we were like so close? ha.. then we talked... he invited me to join the piano emsemble... but well i'm already committed in lotsa stuff so i'll give it a pass.. then we went far east for a while... where i bought this billabong brown visor!! love it so much... actually saw someone using it today? then when i saw it at 77th street... i tried it on... and jo convince me to get it.. haha.. guilty satisfaction... then we went starbucks for coffee and kinda chill... listened to darren, darryl and jon talked bout theme-parks rides and stuff.. then headed home after a while.. was nice...
okies... need to meet hid to do the flyer design tmr... need to wake up early to get daddy breakfast as a bday prezzie... okok... jazz u can do it!! think i'm getting a lil' craze...

Thursday, June 24, 2004

the LP concert was FREAKING AWESOME!! they totally rock the padang down on tues night... but the only thing was the made us wait too long... after the opening act... they made us wait for bout 20 - 30 mins before they offically come on stage to start the concert!? and the other thing was the crowd is not very supportive.. it's kinda sad... they kept boo-ing at the korean band.. anyway mr hahn is so cool!!... i love him lots!! he kept his hair long now... and so did chester... he had a new hairstlye... under shaven and kept the top.. and he dyed it black.. one word cool... rob kept his hair too... haha... so cute... love his waves.. and i got all wet... due to the heat and they were splashing water at us to keep us hydrated... and at that moment i saw the most important need of humans... water... everyone was grabbing the bottles of water passing around....
actually went clubbing yesterday? with esther and her frens... had lotsa fun... and i've seen the dark side of it yesterday too... nowadays guys are just so desperate... sickening... anyway the bartender is really cute... but didnt thought she was so brave to ask for his no. so quickly... gees... he's cute but anyway she's interested so i'll just give it a rest.. lalala.... jazz stop talking nonsense...

now i need to focus on the coming jamming list... dont want to let the band down... gotta practice, practice, practice!!

Monday, June 21, 2004

yesterday totally loved the mixed event... even though our timing was out seriously... winston and jer said that they felt the jerking feeling even before they got the resistance... but anyway it's over... and yes it's time to start a fresh new season... but it's hard to make people stay on unless they have the passion... anyway, i'm finding smth quite weird... i'm actually talking to darryl more now? he was infront of me yesterday and he was like asking me to fuck him up during the race to push him..
then i was like sure! no prob.. then in the end i told him... but if i'm too quiet it means i also ... then he was like fuck... then die... then in the end... he was the one pushing me... seriously... he was like come on... no regrets.. blah blah.. cannot remember already... i'm quite thankful for that...
anyway enjoyed the after race dinner too... though the whole team wasn't really present... esp the photo-taking session we had... esther made me took pics with reu.. haha.. but she did take with him too.. shld have made her take a pic with hui...

today... went to sentosa and i reached harbourfront at bout 9.30?? and we were meeting at 10... in the end everyone was late except jo and diana... had fun... then later jon, melvin, jer, winston, hui, darryl, sharon and wani joined us... played volleyball and frisbee.. super tired and burnt... haha... damm... only my face and limbs are tanned... my bloody tummy and back thigh cant seem to get the tan... but anyway my abrasion still hurts... dont know when will it heal...
and during the bus ride home... i saw 2 couples today sitting infront of me... and they reminded me of him... they were so sweet and they were yes... kissing and smelling each other which i love to do when i'm with him ... it's kinda sad that things turn out this way... but if i dont move on... i think i'll never will... and i'll be missing him always but dont know whether can i be with him... cause we're nothing at all.....

tmr is the DAY!!!!!!!!!! LINKIN PARK'S CONCERT!!!!!!!!! goodness... i'm so excited... yet so tired... gonna sleep soon... otherwise i'll have no energy to cheer for them tmr...