Saturday, April 03, 2004

tired.. wanted to go chinablack today with chelsea... but in the end i stayed at home finding evanescence scores... wanted to learn them asap so i can surprise the guys tmr... hahah.. can't wait to see round ass face tmr when he knows that he got punk'D... hahaha so perfect the plan... hope it really works tmr... though it's a little late for an april fool's joke... ha... but it'll be fun cause he'll be bringing vid-cam?? haha
what an idiotz..
trg tmr too... hmmz... don't understand why some people are always missing trg... esp the guys hate them a lot... the girls well... if 'she' has the heart of coming back... she wouldn't hesitate and instead of asking haida everytime 'so how's trg?' why not come yourself... getting pissed... don't even know whether we can make it for the june race a not... i'm feeling quite sad bout it... *sigh* i hate to think bout trg stuff... so ok finish...
neyways... so feel like falling in love now... *grinz* but how can i when i'm pox-ed so badly... haha... i'm such a bitch... oh yeah!! today when i send a patient down for an x-ray, the technician there said hi to me in japanese... so being polite i smiled back... cause he thought i was japanese!! *grinz* and nurse jodie said i shld've become a model.. it's kinda wasted that i'm a nurse... nurse zandra added that i shld lose more weight then it'll be ok... i was like... er... i already lost 10 kg... don't think i can lose anymore... cause when u're exercising and stuff you'll come to a stage when u can't lose anymore weight?? sometimes i hate running cause it shrinks my boobies... now i'm like so flat... sickening...
tired... going to bed... need to replenish energy to punk round tmr... *grinz*

Thursday, April 01, 2004

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Wednesday, March 31, 2004

today was a super busy day and pissing off day...
firstly, chelsea wasn't on duty with me today... cause she had smth on in the afternoon so she changed...
then the thing is that 4 of us were assigned to only 3 bloody cubicles and there's only like 2 person whois me and hong doing the work... fuck. i was doing stuff non-stop and the bloody afternoon lecturer was a BITCH... hate her... during dinner time i was about to feed my patient, she was like :'yeah feeding time, be proactive!!! you all need to be proactive!! then i was like wth is wrong with this bitch... then later she asked the other 2 girls to feed and sent me and hong for break... saying that our time management is zero.. she had to embarass us in front of others... fuck..

neyways tomorrow i'm on morning... and if those bloody year 1's student piss me off, they're so gonna get it from me... bloody bitches.. they're so disrespectful to us.. i mean even we're not that great... we're still ur seniors... and u don't order us seniors ard... they do... they try to do it to me... they're so gonna get it... ARGH!!!
what a bloody day... but i'm still gald as my patients are happy and comfortable... that's all that matters... the smile on their face makes me forget bout fucked-up stuff... love them :b

Sunday, March 28, 2004

yesterday was so fun!!!! went jamming... even though my face was hideous... round² said i looked haggard... ass... neyways i can play a little of the intro of 'bring me to life' so fun... and i sang back-up for the song... :b so happy... but i haven't answer him bout me seriously joining yet... as i need to see am i able to juggle btn db trg and jamming...
today... went to see the doc to get myself reviewed... and instead of granting my wish.. (which is to go back to work tmr... ) he extended my mc... gosh.. i know i'm suppose to be happy but... how can i be happy if i've got to replace my attachments during my holidays? neyways... i'm going to work still... better go off to bed now... start work at 0800 tmr..