Friday, March 26, 2004

finally bathed? as in used soap and stuff... cause i was afraid that the clotted blood would come off and leave scars... my face look hideous now..
neyways... spent the afternoon making my skirt... when round² called to offically invite me to join his band tmr.. ha.. but don't know whether a not i shld go cause of my face... sickening... shldn't have picked on them.. ok... i shall go get vit E oil tmr... it has been said that it helps will the healing process... sigh... and i go to the doc's on sunday to get reviewed, so i wouldn't miss the next attachment... but if i'm ok and i start work... i won't be able to celebrate ether's bdae... cause i'll be working night on tues and weds.. but if i don't go for work... i'll have to replace another week... *argh*
back to the band thingy, ok... i'm like trying out cause i'm still not sure yet... they invited me to be their keyboardist/pianist and 2nd vocalist... it's cool... but i'm scared... ha... my piano skills... it has been a long time since i've 'show-case' it... and my vocals? hmmz... need to practise i guess... gosh.. it's so exciting in a way... their jamming sessions are on satturdays 1-3pm... which is before sea-trg... hopefully i can cope with that... i MISS SCHOOL!!!.. i miss the canteen... i miss the guys... i miss trg... i miss my friends... i miss wearing jeans and tee... i miss hanging out at mac's during breaks... i miss waiting for my lessons... i dislike attachments.. i dislike wearing my over-size uniform... gonna get a new one or gonna alter it... i dislike wearing formal shoes... they suck.. i miss my sneakers.. i miss the weights...
i miss..... i miss you...

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

can't stop picking the pox, cause they've dried up now into u know... those clotted blood thingy... neyways defied my mum, whois in china by eating chocolate ice-cream with nuts?... if the pox still won't dry up i'll use the hair-drier to blow on them... ha.. *crazed* hopefully i'll recover by sunday, so i'll be able to make it on monday for the new attachment... don't wanna lose out too much... cause i need to replace them...*sucks*

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

love story (got it frm hid's journal... http://www.love.2loop.com/ ...go there for your own love story)

One hot summer day at beach you see the most tall creature you have ever seen. Their name is reu , and every move he makes just turns you on more and more. You nudge your best friend sher and say, "Wow, that has to be the most cute body I have ever seen." Suddenly, he looks in your direction and starts walking right towards you!!! he says, "I noticed you staring at me from over there. I just had to tell you, that I think you are so burnt , and was wondering if you'd like to go to hut with me and listen to music ?" With a stupid smile on your face you say, " diaoz " and go with them. When you finally get to hut , he moves closer to you, and gives you the biggest kiss ever. The two of you are passionately kissing, when you feel a thing hit you on the back of the head. You open your eyes to find out it's all a dream, but there is a note left next to your bed.

diaoz... btw it means 'cold sweat' =þ

another long day... hadn't done much today...
slacked.. compiling a new disc now... i want it to contain songs that has the meaning of being broken, missing and loving someone... something soft and dark... seems like i'm turning back to a lot of oldies.. i might change them again... i don't know... i kinda feel so sappy... ha.

so far the songs are:
1.dido-life for rent
2.sarah mclachlan-fallen
3.evanescence-forgive me
4.incubus-i miss you
5.the goo goo dolls-iris
6.mono-life in mono
7.john mayer-back to you
8.madonna-take a bow
9.our lady peace-not enough
10.joy enriquez-how can i not love you
11.no doubt-don't speak
12.chantal kreviazuk-i'm leaving on a jet plane
13.good charlotte-hold on
14.savage garden-truly madly deeply
15.indecent obession-fixing a broken heart

Monday, March 22, 2004

i've been spending the whole afternoon to re-arrange my blog... so in love with it now... it's sort of my first baby... i guess it's done... now i just want to fill this up with my thoughts....

The Truth About Girls...

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology .

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

24. Girls love having fun!

25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

was planning but didn't 'excercute' the thought until i seek opinion from hid... she recommened me blog spot... i heard bout it but never use it before... was using diaryland at first... spend the whole day creating a new blog... for a fresh new start... love it... didn't expect to turn out quite well... heez.. added the wordings at the bottom and re-arranged the pic and stuff cause i don't know how the hell to remove the blog thingy on top... and i learn new codes myself... though they are simple.. i figured them out myself... *grinz* it's not really done yet.... but well... heez... shall improve on it... might get a tag board.. or i might just cancel it out.. *yawnz* feeling tired now... at least now i've got smth to do rather than picking on my pox..

i so love this template cause it's pretty affectionate...