Thursday, September 03, 2009

it's been such a long time since i posted one of these.. i wonder who still reads them. =)
and if you do, visit faithfully, wishing and hoping you'll see if i posted a new one, i do apologize for the times that i've disappointed you..

if you haven't know, i've became vegeterian. YES. but i've not given up my eggs yet. i love desserts, chocolates, sweets and custard to give it up. >_<

i've left the dragonboating scene too. HA! after 6 years? i left, because i've different visions with the new coach, and ST was the best ever coach, and Ben of course that i'll ever have. and besides, it's time to go on to do different things, so... i signed up with cali. and i simply love the body combat and yoga classes. i'm AMAZED but the poses i could do - cause i think i shouldn't be able to?

i'm getting fairer, which is simply = HORRID. =/ fair JAZMINE?!?!! what the hell is thaT!?
aye yay yay..

okay. sleep. FATS.

Thursday, July 09, 2009

this is the lovely lamp Ma bought for me in Aus. =)
it's so pretty!

it's his birthday today..

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

JASMINE IS racing for the very last time this weekend at the marina barrage!! i miss rowing already, but i guess, there's a point in time where good things come to an end..

now, i just wanna swim swim swim! so that i can surf surf surf! yes, i'm a dreamer.. i'm still going to live in hawaii one day.... =)


yes, i still miss him much.

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

argh. all that i've typed was gone.

1. NUR HIDAYAH BINTE MALIK! don't you EVER EVER doubt yourself.. i'm so proud of you! and you make me wanna cry you silly woman.

2. bye bye db career.

3. i miss reuben.

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Thursday, April 16, 2009

i fell so pathetic.
he's not responding to my texts and calls...

pain pain pain...

Sunday, April 12, 2009

omg! guess what i've found.. yes, i'm very playful. >_<
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akCgjDZvcsw&feature=related

i've been miserable these days. S hasn't called or texted me since he left for Perth.. i guess he didn't want to get too attached, or maybe he's learning how to live without me in the picture, to prepare him for Washington.

i tired to focus all my might and strength onto work, training, and God... i must say that my faith has been renewed.

we watched a short video on Jesus crucifixation.. it's painful to see, someone who has so much grace to be willing to sacrifice himself for people, millions of people, trillions, who don't know him, but because of their salvation, he is willing to die for us, so that we can reconcile with our Father above... i am truly blessed...

if my application goes well, i'll probably be joining T in africa during my study break.. to volunteer at their local hospital.. honestly though, i hope i don't get it so i'll just have to finish up my bond and i could just leave this country..

i just have to see what He has plan for me.

meanwhile, train hard. macau's in may!
my shoulder's breaking. =)



i miss him so so much.

Saturday, April 04, 2009

i'm so blessed by His extravagant grace...
it might not be a pleasant experience, but i know if i hold Him close. He'll take me through...

i'm so utterly, painfully sorry...